the LSD experience, personal and subjective as it is, is affected more by the individual’s attitudes and behavior than by anything another can do for him.
Common wisdom: "do not fight the trip" + "just go with the flow"
This advice can be true or false depending on how it is interpreted.
Not fighting the bad trip does not mean that you shouldn't be trying to get rid of it.
What people mean when they advise that you don't 'fight' the trip is that you shouldn't panic or worry or be tense in your body/mind. You should not in any way give in to the panic impulse. Your body and mind is triggering the natural panic, fight or flight state. You will want to freak out. To scream. To run around. Or even to just worry: to think of disaster, and about how you are going to be fucked up forever. These reactions are not rational, as they will not do any good, and the worries are unfounded. They are just the natural behavioral reactions and thoughts which arise once the panic reaction is triggered.
This is the three step calming plan
recognition, calming, distraction
Step one: recognition
Objective: To understand that the panic being felt and negative thoughts/ideas/beliefs experienced are nothing more than a product of a negative mindset caused by the panic reaction. If specific anxiety occurs, to transition to general anxiety.
This is exceptionally important but isn't always easy. This is because it is often some X which is the focus of panic. This X could and often is a thought brought about by the psychedelic state. It could be a fear about something which is or you merely think is happening or could happen.
So, instead of thinking 'I am experiencing a panic reaction!' (general anxiety), which would put you in a position where you realised what was going on such that you know what you need to do (to calm down) you think 'X is happening !' (specific anxiety) In other words,
you believe the fear.
There are three ways a bad trip can happen:
1) anxious thought leads to anxiety (specific) which leads to the impulse to freak out.
2) anxiety (general) leads to anxious thought (specific) which leads to the impulse to freak out.
3) Pure anxiety (general) which can be more easily dealt with.
In 1), if a thought leads to anxiety, then it is because the tripper has come to believe something which causes them to fear/worry. This could be that their friends are trying to kill them, that the world is about to end, that the devil is possessing them, and so on. So, this is a case of specific anxiety, where the core of the mindset is 'X negative circumstance is happening'. Anxiety/panic then follows this acquisition of thought.
2) is exactly the same, except that a panic reaction is the initial trigger. This can occur in the psychedelic experience for no apparent or clear reason. Once triggered, the mindset of the tripper will be negative and then the panic/anxiety will try to latch itself onto something. Greater self-awareness and experience with bad trips can lead to the ability to almost 'feel' this happening. The effect is that thoughts will arise in your mind which will be presented as worries/anxieties. They might be that their friends are trying to kill them, that the world is about to end, that the devil is possessing them, and so on. The core of the negative mindset in 2), as in 1), is 'X negative circumstance is happening'.
In 1), The fear is caused by the negative mindset which in turn is caused by the panic reaction.
In 2), the thought which leads to anxiety is dreamed up, induced by the hyper-suggestibility of the psychedelic state.
In both these cases, the consequence is specific anxiety - anxiety about a specific thing. You think "oh shit, this terrible thing is happening ! (aliens/devils/murdering friends, etc)" and this sets you down the path for increases in anxiety. The path for opposing anxiety begins with the recognition that you are simply experiencing an anxiety reaction and that is
all that is going on. Your mindset is negative and so you are thinking negative thoughts. This recognition is
essential.
The fear, then, is not about the real world and so is not rational as it can not be fear of any real danger. What the fear is of, then, is not actually important. This realisation is important in making the move from specific anxiety to general anxiety. The content of a trip, when anxiety is involved, can be disregarded, then, as irrational. So, if you suddenly find yourself worrying that you are going insane, that you will never stop tripping, that you are communicating with the devil, then these thoughts, whatever their content, can be dismissed as irrational, and rather than thinking 'X negative circumstance is happening!', such as, for example, 'I will never stop tripping!', you will, once successfully realising the irrational nature of the fear, think 'I am having a panic reaction!'. I repeat this, because of its importance.
The bad trip will now consist of 3), pure anxiety.
Step two: Calming
Objective: to reduce or completely get rid of anxiety
Focusing on breathing, and on keeping breathing slow and steady is effective and can be done by anyone. Direct your entire consciousness on the feeling of slowly breathing in and out, noticing every sensation. Notice the progression of sensation involved, and focus on the expectation of the next particular sensation. This drops your heart rate, and focuses your mind on calmness rather than the perceived negative aspects of the experience. You will calm down.
The pain and anxiety will not go away instantly. If you begin this but don't notice as much change as you would like, do not let yourself worry that it is not working. You need to realise that the anxiety will try to latch onto anything which you could worry about. When negative thoughts and worries do arise, you must ignore them and not believe them. It is your focus and attention on the fear and anxiety which causes it to rise.
Keep this thought in mind: I can not actually be harmed here. It feels horrible, but that is temporary and cannot hurt me. Nothing bad can actually happen.
Do not expect the anxiety, fear and pain to go away instantly. If it does, great, but if all you can manage is to stop it escalating or lower it then that is still a good achievement. Spend some more time calming yourself, remembering to focus on your breathing. This forces your body to calm down. It is your body which is responsible for your mental pain and only once the body has relaxed can the mind
begin to relax.
Do not allow your muscles to be tensed
Do not whimper or speak with a shaky voice
Try not to shiver or shake (this is related to muscle tension)
Do not have a pained or anxious facial expression
It may take some time, but go through the routine in your mind- focus on the breathing, then think about your body, is anything not relaxed? The mind will follow.
Now say out loud
"I feel fine". Say it like you mean it. Say it without your voice shaking. Keep trying until you manage it. Take deep breaths in between attempts. Understand that you can do this. And even if you can't, it really doesn't matter anyway- anxiety feels horrible but it can't harm you. So there really is nothing to worry about. This realisation will help you. It can seem like a lot of hard work is ahead of you and the fact that you have no real choice in the matter can be frightening, but know this: No one in your position has ever failed to come back from this.
Step three: new mental focus/distraction
Objective: to perform an activity which engages the mind in a simple way
Once the initial panic has been overcome like this, get up, change your scene. do something which concentrates the mind in an easy way, like watching a film or tv show you have seen many times before. Ignore thoughts which might pop into your mind like 'you are pretending to be ok right now.. but really everything is HORRIBLE JESUSCHRIST WHAT THE FUCK IS HAPPENING'
This takes some conscious effort. So, 'going with the trip', which is the commonly expressed wisdom is completely misleading, because the natural reaction your mind
wants to take is panic. You have to take control of the experience.
What counts as having successfully dealt with a psychedelic crisis is not necessarily a complete turnaround of a perceived negative experience into an enjoyable experience. If all you can manage is to reduce the initial panic into a steady level of moderate anxiety, then that is still a serious achievement. The strategy then is simply to wait until the drug effects have completely warn off and you are tired enough to sleep. Make sure you are tired enough, and don't necessarily lie down with the expectation of falling asleep. It might not happen, in which case you should not be worried, but accept that you need to wait longer. Just lie down and rest. If you manage to sleep, great, if not, you were keeping relaxed, which was great as well. Increases of anxiety can occur during this period, but are normal and if you keep the attitude described towards it then you will be fine.
Remember that the goal with all anxious thoughts "X is happening" is to stop believing the fear, and think instead "I am having a panic reaction !"
Some anxious thoughts are particularly difficult. Here are some examples:
"I am going insane !"
This is a very common anxious thought and it is particularly difficult to dismiss because when you think it, the anxiety increases, perhaps the visual hallucinations change in a sinister way (see
here for interesting discussion on that), and you essentially feel worse. The problem is that this 'feeling worse' is easily mistaken for 'feeling insane' - it is mistaken for evidence that it is true that the person is going insane. Again the only advice is to try to breath slowly, remember this paragraph and remember that it is a mistake and untrue to think that. Ignore thoughts which might surface to make you more unsure, like "but I'm not a psychiatrist!" or "what if I suddenly black out now, and wake up having killed people". All thoughts must be taken as equally irrational. It might help some people to think "ok, even if I am insane, I can deal with that when I am sober. For now, I will just wait and breath slowly".
"The anxiety keeps escalating, if things keep getting worse then very soon it will be far too intense to handle !"
This fear can be terrifying, almost like seeing the instruments of torture which you know are about to be used on you. Again, you have to just remember that it is your actual fear of escalation which is causing the escalation. You can stop it from getting worse. If you can dismiss the feeling, then you can refer back to this success if the feeling ever arises again, and draw confidence from it. Distract yourself, and then 5 minutes or so later, think to yourself about how you thought you were going to get far worse for sure, and how you were wrong about that.
More info on malleability
It is often an experience of interest to the person experiencing a psychedelic crisis to note how malleable their feelings and emotions are. Focusing the mind to be positive often results in the experience becoming positive. A natural extension of this is to introspectively analyse the actual feelings involved and wonder if they are actually positive or even enjoyable.
introspective question when perceiving negativity: Am I actually having a positive experience, rather than a negative one?
Answering "Yes" can then lead to "But then what was I worrying about before?". This can reinforce the idea that there must have been something to worry about. The difficulty to overcome is in understanding that anxiety need not have a rational cause.
People experiencing this mental osscilation caused by the the interplay between higher and lower levels of psychological confidence and greater and lesser degrees of psychological control have varied reactions. Commonly, they alternate between laughing and crying at a disturbingly rapid rate. Ultimately, however, this is a learning experience in familiarity with the aspects of the causal structure of emotional states.
Further points
Find out what the time is, and work out when the various milestones of a trip are, such as the end of the peak, and the
comedown. This will ground you in reality and give you an idea of when to expect the trip to end.
Here is a graph which represents the level of effects of the LSD over time:
If you have a trip sitter, talk about what you are feeling, and be open.
Once you say to yourself that you are not enjoying the experience, you are in danger of a panic reaction. There is no turning away from the experience. You look down at your hands, and you see them morphing and weaving, you close your eyes and you see fractal CEVs and odd bodily sensations become more pronounced. It is helpful to focus the mind on something, like a movie or TV show that you have seen many times before and is easy on the mind.