swim's addiction diary as best remembered, stretching 26 years.

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SWIM's first experience wa wih xanax at age 13. On contract swim had never experiences ANY withdrawal until age 24, even after years of off again on again alprazolam, librium, valium, and oxazepam "abuse". as a "symptom of withdrawal" depersonalization is generally a good thing, it prevents depression, and denies one cultural as opposed to social outlets for their ideas and aesthetics. depersonalization prevents the severe boughts of personal insecurity.

some meager advice:
coffee inhibites adenosine whichaside from GABA is he strongest inhibitory nuerotransmitter
with GABA agonists, tolerance IS addiction.