So opiates really do fry my brain like that egg!

[Ragnar Danneskjöld]

Probably better said to this forum-

Ay my friend at 'see' told me the following tale,-

Life is just better on the pills, I can take the crap, survive, and still feel better in the morning that those without my magic medicine. I was diagnosed with a poly cystic kidney while attempting to get opiates anyway so I eagerly and with much joy at the time accepted the 60 20mg oxy per month. I was ecstatic and you know those first days are amazing. I did it in full recognition that one day I would fry myself alive because of this stuff. I did.

I chewed the pills for a year before moving on to heroin, I found that this stuff was amazing and that my oxy went just as fine with my new friends with orange caps. the needle was my friend and yet I didnt care about the pit I dug.

I got caught with needles in a dorm and got kicked out of school and attempted suicide. Only to wake up sucking a respirator for a couple days in the ICU.

Fast forward i still am treated now with 80mg methadone daily and no more illicit use- aside from the hospital visits. IV meds and Fentanyl patches for post kidney related garbage. To this day I both IV methadone pills and my fent patches, my tolerance is so high that the suicidal actions of a rational mind messing with an fent patch can only just be acceptable. I just IVed a full patch and am very blasted. But I always run out I always suffer and always fight for that next 300 pills of methadone a month.

Yea my pain is treated but iv likely ruined my brain, Iv fried my ability to be free of drugs. Because it feels so damn good... I only suggest that opiates be truly respected and truly understood before using.

IF YOU ARNT ADDICTED- FOR SHTS SAKE DONT!
-If it sounds like a line its because its one we all refuse to listen to and just accept it. dont accept adiction use the meds responsibly. I mean I think one could do heroin as long as he/she obeyed the once every 4 days rule. You simply have NO IDEA how much more valuable your nonaddicted mind is vs a bottle of lortabs or percocets for that beginner on the buzz trail to oblivion. Withdrawal is Hell.

Dont do your opiates daily if you can and if you already do dont increase your dose lest you truly come to understand addiction and what profound impact that has on your life. The addicted are as close to walking dead as you can imagine.

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this is an informative cautionary tale that we would all do well to listen to.