Experiences - finally clean!

[tatidel87]

So i got clean finally after a 2 years habit. the first day was the worst (compare 2 the 3rd 2 others) cos i didn wait enough time 2 take the subox just 16, "smart" of me.., so after 30 min i was in hell. I took a bunch of seraquil and cyclobenzaprine that day i dont think it help a lot, but at least a got 4 hours of sleep. I was just dreamin that i was fixin myself a shoot, but never got to shoot it i also was having spontaneous orgasms while i was on bed in pain....:S the 2nd day got better maybe bc i took another subox, but still i wasn feelin that great and so on. Those first 10 days w/out H felt like an emptiness in me like someone close to me had died :S Also the boredom, depression and restlessness were such a downer. I was doin the same things when on H but there was something missing. Wds alone are not that bad what make the horrible is that u cant sleep, at least sleeping u cant feel pain. Anyways im happy i made it. I really dont wanna go through that again.