I don't think my monkey can go on any longer with this mental torture
He's on day 6 of a poppy pod detox. I know, all you swimmers are probably laughing and thinking, ha, poppy pods, that's nothing.
But my Monkey really doesn't think he can last another four or so days of this shit any more. He's not slept for any longer than 2 or 3 hours for the past 5 nights. Last night he eventually got to sleep at 7am, woke back up at 10am.
And that was after taking 50mg diphenhydramine (Nytol), done nothing for my monkey except made his mouth drier, great!
So then like 6 hours later at, say, 6am he took about 50mg trazodone, and that done nothing but make his mouth even drier than it already was.
It's these bloody restless legs of his, he's just got them constant at the mo.
He's tried massages, deep heat, hot baths.....they help, but my monkey is still kept up at night.
He really can't take much more of this i think. He just wants to feel back to his normal self again, not all fucking weak and depressed and anxious as hell. It's a total mind fuck at nights, he says.
So my monkey was considering having a small dose of pods, but with the intent of seeking out ibogaine in the next few weeks.
So my monkey really just wants yer opinions, should he take the pods, or just carry on with this nightmare? Baring in mind that he's got another four days of this shit to go.
And dinnae laugh eh, these must be some strongs pods! As my monkey's done a heroin rattle cold a few years ago, and he got through that.
So why the fuck is he finding this so hard?
Excuse the language.
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