Inhaling - Snorted Ecstacy...was it real?

[Venusia]

Swiv has done E once in her life. About 7 years ago, she wanted acid at this rave, but got powdered crystalline E instead. She has ALWAYS wondered what exactly it was and if it was real. She snorted the crystals (looked almost like sugar or salt) and about 10-15 minutes later was awash with a feeling of total and complete well-being. She just wanted to cuddle her hubs and watch all the beautiful people wearing beautiful colors walk by. Everything glowed softly and it was all so gorgeous that Swiv could hardly stand to look at it. She could barely talk because all she could do with her mouth was smile. She just wanted to curl up inside this feeling forever and never let it go. It lasted a solid 4-6 hours and was very pleasant to toke out with on the come down. It is the only time she's ever done this or felt that way. Is this an E experience? Swiv has never felt this way on anything else. She loved it and treasures the experience. She did feel totally flat for a few days after. She was slow, a bit unhappy and cranky. This part was the no fun part.

[Abuse]

yea. snorting is the best way. do it again...

[Venusia]

Originally Posted by Abuse

yea. snorting is the best way. do it again...

No, that was a different time in Swiv's life. Plus she's on an SSRI which would render it useless. That's not the point though. She wants to know if it was really MDMA or something else. Swiv has heard that powdered is rare, so what are the chances she'd stumble upon it, LOL.

[XSteph]

Swim felt exactly the same as swiy did on her first time on E, that feeling of well-being and peace all swim did was smiling lol.. it lasted for almoast 9h hours...

And yeah, swim also told a friend she wanted to stay like that forever.. swim also had the same side effects that swiy, but until her 3rd time..

But swim didn't snort it, swim swallowed a tablet..

[DietBlonde]

Yes, that sounds like a mdma experience. SWIM wouldn't really recommend snorting molly- parachuting and rectal insertion works loads better. I guess its moot, if you're not going to try it again.

Molly is more difficult to find, in SWIM's experience.

[psychedelaholic]

Sounds very much like MDMA to SWIM. Did it burn quite a lot when it was snorted? SWIM finds it burns quite a lot but the pain is fairly short lived.

[Venusia]

Originally Posted by DietBlonde

Yes, that sounds like a mdma experience. SWIM wouldn't really recommend snorting molly- parachuting and rectal insertion works loads better. I guess its moot, if you're not going to try it again.

Molly is more difficult to find, in SWIM's experience.

Well, Swiv wouldn't say never, but not at this point or in the near future. Maybe when her kids are older and at summer camp and if she stops taking the SSRI. But for now, it isn't the time for Swiv to tinker much more with her brain. She's in a decent place right now. She would like to do it in the distant future with hubs since it is so good for that empathy, togetherness and openness. Doing it at home in her own comfortable setting would be better than with a bunch of strangers too, she bets.

She believes it tends to make its way into peoples' lives when they can use it the most, kinda like shrooms and acid. It's sort of one of those sacred things to Swiv. She has a lot of respect for these types of highs.

Thanks for the pointer on swallowing or plugging. She had no idea what the deal was at the time, the dude just told her and hubs to snort it, so they did.