Experiences - pushing the limit aka belief is a powerful ally

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swim spent all of last year dependably euphoric on 300+ mg/24hr clockwork. things got out of control (paranoia, major hallucinations) and the show was cancelled due to technical difficulties. six months of clean livin' later swim finds the endless source again and prepares for an encore performance. as the curtain goes up swim and 210 helpers can't remember a single line of the script. nothing but waiting for my helpers to shout out my lines. after the third night swim shut the show down. chime in fans...the show must go on...