Getting new Antidepressants this week - recommendations?

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So this week sometime I will be seeing a doctor for a prescription of new anti-depressants. I've been on: Cymbalta, lexapro, wellbutrin, citalopram, and a few others i can't recall, but have not had luck with. I need a script that isn't one of these SSRI types or MAIO's.

What I need is a high or buzz, ie something like xanax or suboxone (usually treats opiate-addiction, but gets me feeling good anyway). I don't want those bullshit anti-d's that need to 'build up' in your bloodstream, they don't make a difference at all and can totally see them as being a marketing scheme kept on the hush (yes i'm a big conspiracy believer..). Here are a list of some I'm considering

Buenoprophines - (Spelling error for sure)(Subutex, Suboxone) These make me feel good but are so addicting, not only that whenever i get my hands on them i sniff em up.

Xanax- I've been taking a .25 alprazolam for about a week for sleep, with this dosage I really only feel a very mild euphoria and still have trouble sleeping. Also I tend to insulfate them.

Prozac - Never used it, but heard it works good, gets you buzzed, but also addicting

Klodopins(SP) - The common sedation drug, also causes euphoria but have had little experience with them.

Lithium - Heard about this one today. I believe its for bi-polarism, but I've heard it makes you feel good too.


What i want from YOU is to comment on my list, and ADD recommendations. This depression is bad, I hate it, I'm not near suicide but it is effecting my social life and daily interactions with people very heavily.


PLease help????

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EDIT: what about codeine???