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lsd anxiety HELP!
Swim hasn't done any drugs in over 2 years untill recently. Swim used to love going to music festivals like Bonnaroo, 10klf, and wakarusa to take lsd and dance, nothing beats it. Swim recently started experimenting with LSD at shows as well as Summer Camp Festival. Swim really really enjoyed it, but it wasn't the same as he remembers. He ate Lsd completely sober and went to see Eoto, the music was amazing but he seemed to get a lot of anxiety. Swim is a very social person and has never had a problem in the past with Lsd, the anxiety he experienced at summer camp for instance made him pace back and forth from stage to stage dancing in between. He couldn't just dance in one place, the anxiety would take over and he would feel the need to just walk around. He still enjoyed it but not nearly as much as if he stayed and danced at his favorite band Umphrey's Mcgee the whole time, he missed out. He also found it very hard to talk or socialize with anyone even his friends. This was Swims third time taking acid again with maybe a month after his last dose. He took 2 hits of very good liquid, but the anxiety was out of control. He handled it fine but he feels it ruined his fun. Swim is not sensitive to anxiety and doesn't experience it often. He can talk in front of a large group, plays in a band, no anxiety with women. He can't get his mind around why he is experiencing so much on lsd. He thinks it might be because he has been sober for so long (over 2 years) like he didnt even drink during this sober spell. So taking lsd after being in a sober state for so long might be the problem. swim has takin molly recently (just molly) and had a blast untill he smoked weed and then got some bad anxiety. marijuana always gives swim anxiety
Swim is looking for a solution, he loves Lsd and will never give up on it, he so badly desires a trip without so much anxiety, he knows there is always that chaos feeling, but the anxiety he is experienced on acid is way to much, way more than what he remembers. His first time taking Lsd again, after maybe 3 years, swim ate it completely sober, anxiety was there but tolerable but it still hindered his experience, the second time he smoked some weed which made the anxiety much much worse, (he hasn't smoked in years and always got anxiety from marijuana and hates it). The third time he ate it he had bad anxiety pacing around the festival, and ate some molly 4 hrs after he dosed and it seemed to help alot, but it was to intense.
Swim is curious if he took an opiate like vicodin or some kind of anti anxiety (swim is not a fan of benzos but is willing to try) to counter act the anxiety. He remembers taking vicodin in the past with LSD and had very positive results, years ago. He loves how lsd makes him feel and the apperciation for music on it, he loves dancing and has never had a problem hanging out with his friends on it. He now seems to segregate and drift off on his own until after he starts coming down. the good feeling is there and the music and lights are amazing and he loves dancing still, but the anxiety takes over at times.
The only reason swim eats lsd is for music, concerts, festivals so he won't eat it at home or something, he feels its a waste and pointless. He knows he can handle the atmosphere at these festivals because he used to do it all the time and never had a problem.
Swim is looking for something to take the edge off, reduce the anxiety. He knows other people have experienced this problem and have the answer, he just wants to hear some of other peoples experiences. This is a big problem for swim and needs help on this topic, he is going to Rothbury festival in a few weeks and really wants to have a blast. He doesn't have anytime to experiment with lsd and vicodin or whatever so he is soley depending on this forum for help.
PLEASE HELP SWIM, WHAT SHOULD HE DO????
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