Health - Why.. Why.. Why...

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Hey guys, how do?

No easy way to say this but - Swim here is STRESSED!

Longish' story... Let Swim begin.

Swim here, a healthy 28 year old male with no past related medical issues bought a tin of smoke blend 'Smoke' for the fisrt time in late July 2008 which he was told could be used to both smoke and eat by friendly staff at a Headshop.

Bare in mind - Swim has never even dabbled in any sort of soft legal drugs until this date, apart from the 3 Space Brownies in Amsterdam in Oct 2007 spaced over 4 days.

Eatin appealed more so to Swim than sparkin up whilst coughin up!

The 0.2 gram quantity used later on in the yogurt was a fun & light-headed experience. No probs.

This was the only amount used in the whole 3 gram bag, until Sep again when Swim bought a fresh tin and went thought it on a non-daily basis.

Oct came, and followed the purchase of yet another tin that was gone in roughly 2 weeks. To cut this long story short (and pardon the punn to get to the 'heart' of the matter) Swim has gone through roughly 5 or 6 tins in total up to present day. That's a near 20 grams of eatin. The mix was infused with butter and spread on toast more often than not.

Recently in April & May 2009 Swim has smoked hash joints passed around aswell as the odd bit of Smoke on a different day. Everythin was fine apart from the times when drinkin wine at the same time, where Swim would puke his hole up and flaked off to bed.

Swim went into a head shop one day to which he saw Smoke 'Plus' and thought to give it a go. The guy behind counter suggested a tried 'Pulse' instead (which was right next to it) as it was "a good bit stronger".
Swim said ok, and brought some home.

Swim did his usual mixture of butter and toast and within an hour or so was stretched out high as a kite. Swim's friend eat a tiny bit but smoked the the majority in a joint to which he passed out on his ear and could hardly move on the couch.

Swim here got the usual spinny feelin akin to Smoke and after a while just wanted to sleep it off in bed. In Dreamland at 11pm Swim woke up shiverin VERY bad and dry mouthed at 5am and needed water. Swim was swaying from side to side feelin dizzy as hell.

Next few hours on walkin up durin the day, Swim was as right as rain vowing never to touch Pulse ever again.

A six day period passed without taking any drug at all. Swim then took his usual and trusting 'Smoke' blend on a bit of toast which started off fine, until paranoia and worry hit Swim like a bolt. Bedtime was in need.

On the next days wakin, Swim still found head hazey and panicked out, guilty, depressed & worried. Heart rate always fast & sweating all the time with the odd shiver.

This has been going on now for 2.5 weeks. Swim got so worried and so scarred that he even made amends with his father he brushed aside the last few months & confessed everything in the hope of head reaasurance and to get back on track.

Swim dose not wanna go crazy, has more to offer life, regrets bein so stupid & loves people more than ever.

Unknowing to Swim until a few days ago, until examinin packet, 'Pulse' was a damn HERBAL INCENSE - with 'NOT FOR HUMAN CONSUMPTION' written on back in blurred small writing. Thank god it was only a pinch Swim ate.

Swim is determined to go on the straight and narrow here forth.
No drink & no drugs of any type. Just now on a healthy lifestyle of plenty of sleep, water, fruit, veg and family's love and support.


Please help!! Will all be ok?!

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