Opinions - Adderall (XR) QUESTIONS - What Did Your High Feel Like?

[Chrispy]

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Okay, SWIM's been taking Adderall XR for about two weeks now. She started off at 30mgs a day, just swallowing the pill. It made her feel a bit more energetic than usual at first, more productive, and of course unable to sleep. But it also made it so much easier to focus on one thing for a longer time. But SWIM did NOT feel high. She didn't even feel, a buzz. So a few days later she tried parachuting it. Still no high.

Next she tried parachuting 60mgs instead of just 30. She felt even less of a buzz than the first few days of taking it. But SWIM noticed school was easier. She could focus on her work better, concentrate on what people were saying to her (which is normally hard to do), not daydream and space out so often (especially in the middle of conversations), and she even had WAY less anxiety (SWIM has Generalized Anxiety Disorder). But the best part was that she felt more peaceful, more relaxed and calm, and didn't feel the need to rock back and forth in her seat at school or pace up and down the hallway in between classes.

It was nice for SWIM to feel calm for once, but she still wanted to feel HIGH. I mean, that's why she was buying the Adderall XR in the first place (because of the situation, she couldn't get any weed anymore). So one day she decided to just go for it and parachuted 120mgs at once. She felt a tiny buzz for not even an hour. IDK if you would even call it a buzz. It wasn't really euphoria, just some tingling and chills going up SWIM's body that didn't even feel good. Then she started feeling relaxed and normal again right after the tiny buzz went away. THAT's the part that felt good to SWIM.

(SWIM'S QUESTIONS)

1. SWIM has bipolar, but... Could she possibly have ADD or ADHD since the pills had an opposite effect on her? (They won't make her high no matter how many she takes and they just calm her down and help her anxiety.)

2. Did she not get high because maybe she built up her tolerance first?

3. SWIM's biggest question was... What does a high off Adderall actually feel like? SWIM should know cause she's taken such a big dose of it, but it hasn't worked. SWIM's gotten high off Concerta before... Does it feel anything like that?