Drug info - Bupropion (Wellbutrin) as a drug of abuse

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My Monkey told me this:

"I used to be depressive drowsy preson with social phobia. That's my intersts and liking in stimulants drugs has appeared about two years ago. Some months ago I was abusing amphetamine for some time. I started to take bupropion 150mg ed. It appered to me as ideal drug. It made me happpy, energetic, creative. it seemed i will change my life diffinelety. Nevethless my drug and alcohol craving didn't dissappered completly. Ounce upon a time I tried to snort one pill of wellbutrin and it showed me amazingly high stimulating, dopaminergic properties and craving for snorting another pill shortly after. I started to abuse it every some time becouse of intense craving for stimulants that I have every use of alcohol. In the begining I was snorting ebout 3 pills, but now I lose control and can snort over 10 pills a day (every some time , not daily)!Since After that I'm trying not to use wellbutrin for some time in anyway after about a week i don't resist to get high on something. I suppose I have developed tolerance, so that wellbutrin is not working as it has to ;/ I feel very guilty I wasted my very chance to change my life. I want you to advice me if any long time break in taking this medication would decrease the tolerance to the point as on the begging of the treatment and how long the break has to be? I don't abuse it daily and I didn't before. I don't feel good, I still depressive. Great thanks in advance "