how swim kicked crack

[ADDlCTlON]

swim used to be an addict big time to dope , fckn people down play and say coke n crack are not addictive, occasional use is no big deal, BULLSHIT. pure n simpl BS. Coke is one of the most addictive substances on earth and u say other wise your just bullshiting yourself.

Well swim kicked it because swim couldn't stand the comedowns, being in so cal u can find some nice fckn conects to get some really pure shit. after a week or 2 of binging on coke n crack, or even after one use. the comedowns where killer sweating and curled up in my bed, cravings, pain, swim hated that shit, not to mention when swim's family saw him spun out it would kill a litle more each time. also crashing a brand new truck of the side of a mountain and losing 2 years of his life was kinda lame.

stick to the soft drugs , wtf crack



another thought.... saying "one more time" , "swim can hold this good feeling from this hit", "the bad feeling wont happen after this hit".........fucking BS. its all a lie, and when one finally comes down, an understanding that no one can control their feelings that freely (only dope fiends can). that's what makes us human, emotions.

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[yaba]

Swim been there and he doesn't like it anymore ! Even coke he won't touch because it reminds him of the horrible comedowns he used to have... And coke is easy to get in swims location so at least thats good thing.

Swim used to get 10 grams of coke and make rocks out of it, then sitting in a hotel room being paranoid... And his best friend with lots of money and connections was the same but he smoked for 20+ years and didn't get paranoid.

Happy that time is over ! He still has a weakness for meth but can't get it where he is living.

[ex-junkie]

Originally Posted by yaba

Happy that time is over ! He still has a weakness for meth but can't get it where he is living.

swim is the same with the meth part. she moved to a regional area, and keeps to herself. if she was living in her hometown she knows shed be majorly fucked up.

[Spucky]

My Cat had very big Problems to get off Crack,
much more than from Heroin.
Only a radical break helped.

Swims Family let him handle his addiction to Heroin by him self,
they know that only Time can help but when he start to smoke Crack they start
to become very angry!
One morning, when Swim was in a bad mode, they arrived and put him into a Plane
to his favorite Hang-Out (Thailand).
Only there he become able to find a Way to handle his addiction.
He wrote it already, he went to the "Garden of Liberation" (Wat Suanmokkh)
and had a lot of Talks and Meditation!
http://www.suanmokkh.org/

My Cat think it is impossible for High-Grade Addicts to stop in a Place
where the next Pipe is only a few Blocks away!

Even now, 6 Years after the last Pipe he get Problems
when he start to smell some chemical Stuff

After reading a lot swim think maybe Clonidine can be a big Help,
but please ask some Medics, because Clonidine is a very Potent Medicament
and even many Doc`s have problems to handle it!

[good girl]

swim just found out she was pregnant, so she quit!! theres a good reason.......she is very early into the pregnancy so everything should be fine.

she was clean for 11 yrs then stress got her and she was on a 2 week crack binge and then she was saved by her pregnancy.

spent almost 2 grand thank God She was saved........it is hard to fight the urge very hard.......one day at a time.

[ex-junkie]

good girl,

congratulations on quitting. there are a lot of mothers out there who continue to abuse drugs whilst pregnant. swim knows one silly lass who now has to care for a mentally retarded child. the child is 12 years old now, constantly in pain from her joints seizing up, miserable as she reaches "puberty", yet still this woman uses methamphetamines. she is very lucky her second child didnt end up this way...

i dont think her child will survive to 30 at this point.