New Member W/ Question: Alprazolam help

[cunfuzed~n~awake]

A friend asked me to post this on her behalf:

"Aloha, I'm Belle. For right now I live in Maui (originally from Boston). I just turned 32. I have been on some sort of perscription meds since I was 11 yrs old. I have very bad panic attacks. My anxiety on most days keeps me from even going oudoors, which really sucks living in Maui. Anyhow, my question is...and before I even ask...I was going through the rules and one of them mentioned not to talk about suppliers except in the sources forum?? I'm not even sure if that is what I would be doing, but just in case I won't mention any names. I did however try to get to that forum, and I just kept coming back to where I started. I guess I need to explore this site a little more and get more familiarized,lol.

Ok, so..right now my Dr. has me on 1mg Alprazolam up to 4 times a day as needed. Well, it barely takes the edge off. I can't sleep and can barely function. A friend of mine had given me 8 of her 2mg bars. They looked different than mine. Mine are pinkish, hers were white. Anyway, the way I took them were one in the am, one in the afternoon, and 1- 1/2 at bedtime. Then I did the same the next day. It worked soooo much better!! It didn't make me drowsy or sleepy. I just felt like I could stop all the chaos in mu head long enough to make some sense of things. For the first time in years I felt almost normal. I didn't feel like I was crawling out of my skin.

Well, I didn't know how to tell my Dr. this without it sounding all shady. So I told her my mother taked Alprazolam also, and I had slept over her house and forgot mine so I took hers. I proceeded to tell her how much better it worked for me. Well, she agreed to switch me, but she wanted to know what the MFG was that provided my "moms" medication. Great!! I have no idea how to figure that out! My friend is long gone, she was only on vacation, so I can't ask her, and I don't know anyone else who has a perscription for 2mg xanax.

If there is anyway anyone can help me. I will be very appreciative!! It would seriously mean the world to me.

BTW, if I am asking this in the wrong place, I am so sorry. Please just let me know and I will direct myself to wherever I am suppose to go.

Thank you so much for reading!

~Belle"