Ok, my muse is Add, so am I and we are trying to get some things done, like study stuff, and we got a pretty serious exam coming that can chage both our lives forever.
So we got 4 months to study and she has been on
ritalin for about 2 and a half years now, but she found this forum and since she cannot type (she is allergic to computers, mind you) she asked me to tell you her story...
Being add was hard, fights, early kids (a 9 year old daughter, being 26), arguments, impulsiveness and all kinds of anxiety, pretty much the whole package...
Finding ritalin was good, extremely good, my muse's girlfriend (yep, she is lesbian, wich means I am heterosexual, got it?) says that was the best thing that ever happened, she can now control herself, stopped crying like a baby and started to have a real life...
And so comes the exam tha can lead to a great job and a great life, one she always dreamed of and she freaks out!
Got over anxyous and started clonazepan (1,5 mg a day to keep anxiety under control) and started thinking about
nootropics as a way to improve cogntive functions, like memory and thinkng, and found out about
modafinil...
So she started to think about changing form ritalin to modafinil with the sole purpose of studying, as modafinil seems to enhance the exact cognitive aspects she was wanting to...
And she found the
caffeine guide (here on
drugs forum) and there is an info there that 600mg of caffeine shoul be equivalent to modafinil (the author failled to mention how much modafinil but, oh well, thanks the author for the idea) and she got some caffeine manipulated, 150mg per capsule.
And here comes th real question, is that much caffeine safe and would it really be like modafinil? Can someone who is not someone here, make this kind of test to see if caffeine guide author was correct or was assuming too much? Mind you, I am not, in any way, discrediting him, I loved the guide, just cannot test myself since I have not access to modafinil and seems to be that I wont have access to it anywhere soon...
Please, be kind and help me to find out if Ritalin LA is the way to go or shoul she change to modafinil, or even try caffeine a lot to substitute modafinil...
Please, really please, help us out, she needs a boost and we need to know what to do... she doesnt want to mis her only shot to solve her entire life because she wasnt bold enough to test something... and she doesn't want to mess stuff without enough information on that to minimize time lost, time she could be studying and not telling me what to write here...
Please, I ask again that anyone who has a friend, a tree, a vampire, a horse or even a rock that could give me feedback on these questions so she would stop yelling at me for not being as efficient as I should be, gathering info...
So, to sum it up, help her find the ideal nootropic stack, involving ritalin, modafinil, caffeine or even paper machê, to help study, increase memory and focusing in order to be successfull at the exam, minding you that she lives in Brazil and there is no adderal or dexedrine or focalin here, and about the -cetam family, only
piracetam.
So, she thanks you all and, being a girl, she asked me to pretty please you...
Pretty please?