Experiences - Thoughts of a stoned man

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SWIM was told that he experiences almost shroom like trips, He has been told he was a big lightweight, and he's very aware of it but that cool he saves money,The weird crazy thoughts SWIM gets while high reminds his friends of a shroom trip. These are things SWIM said while high, yeah sometime we record our highs so we don't forget what was said perhaps to have an enlightening of life. Such as: (as told by SWIM)

"My eyes feel like they morph together and I start to think of how my two eyes make one vision, and how without a mirror for all I know is that my head is just one big eyeball, then my eyes feel like they take over my head because its the only part of my face that actually seems to exist."

"sometimes I feel like when i say something I said it in a different voice or somehow the thing I said was wrong, then I hear what I said in my mind as if i was rewinding the whole situation in my head thinking about what was wrong, and how it sounded different, like I put on a weird voice without knowing it, or maybe that's how I always sound, but I fuckin hope not! and as I'm thinking that I'm still speaking doing other things, but I see the situation in my head and see what I am physically seeing and reacting to both at the same time, how can I see two things at once? I mean its like the past is still with me except it already happened and there's nothing that can change that, except in my head I can change the situation and see what the other outcomes are, and it seems almost real like it's really happenening even though I'm still doing something and reacting to it, yet still this image almost like a movie is still going on in my head and i can change it to what ever I want, but how do I even know that's how the situation would end up that way? just basic assumptions of the world, that individual, that demographic, i mean i could be right, but I will never know because it already happened"

"I think about where my hand is in relation to something else, like my head, then I feel my hand where my hand is an then I don't know where anything really is, because what i feel is that my hand is next to my head or even a part of it, and it really is my whole body is attached so it makes sense that I can feel my hand, but why should i feel it in my head because that's not where it is. So is everything felt in my head? or does it just the thought of the feeling that I think in my head and my body reacts to it in some way?"

"how come i can think this way on weed, why aren't I capapble of thinking like this in normal condition, its clearly possible, if we were to have such control over our body shouldn't we be able to recreat this when ever we want? Or is this how I really think every day? how could i ever know how i really think, and how come I can't think normal again, or is this normal it's too hard to tell"

The following was what SWIM said while watching "The Wall"
"Did you know that in the wall the camera just mover from left to right, left to right, but slowly you can see it wave back and forth if you pay attention at least for the first bit of the movie" or "Wait did it just go back to the begining? so that whole thing was just a passing thought, because his ciggarette burned down a fair bit ... ... ... So wait where's the present in this movie? is there a "now" in this movie or does it just produce random images that happen to follow eachother in some sort of metaphor, I don't think this movie makes any sense it just has too many stories in it that it just gets lost in this mass of stories that may or may not have anything to do with eachother ... ... ... OK IF THIS IS THE END OF THE MOVIE... WTF!!!??? makes no sense why did what, why is this the end does that even have some sort of significance, is it the aftermath of that riot, or some war?"

Now add SWIY crazy stoner ramblings! also a game! how much weed did SWIM smoke on most of these occasions. It should also be noted that SWIM no longer likes to do the drug often maybe 7-10 times a year because of paranoia issues and a heart murmur that plays tricks with his mind whislt high, and makes SWIM think he might be having a heart attack (is it possible by the way?)

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