Experiences - Diphenhydramine Experience

[its just a ride]

a few months ago swim took 300 mg of benydryl(diphenydramine) and figured he would just post his expirence for others to know(that is after all part of the reason people are here) but anyways swim was bored one night and it just so happens swim had a box of generic benadryl in his medicine cabinet so being the explorer of the mind swim is and after hearing about others expirences with it and honestly wanting to expirence some of these people who wernt there he had oheard of and just wanting a "real hallucination" so anyway swim would up eating 12 of the little fuckin things and must say they went down alot easier than when swim has done dex (even robogels) so swim waits about an hour and he gets ready puts on some RUSH(exit stage left) and puts his headphones on and waits he feels a little anxious but not scarred or worried but cant seem to stop thinking this would be no normal trip and although it was not mind shattering or anything swim can say it was by no means NORMAL the first sign that swim knew things were not totaly normal was when he kept hearing people moving downstairs(about 45 mins after ingestion) like loud bumps but everytime he went downstairs his family just said they were only sitting there(and they were) nothing loud enought to warrant what i was hearing. so swim went back upstairs and continued to wait around at about an hour and a half in swim started to hear a female voice and right away he knew that it was noone in his house or that was real for that matter it sounded very angelic at first but also somewhat demonic(in that it sounded just too pleasant kind of hard to convey) it dident really say anything just 1 worders like you and hello very strange tho kind of frightened swim at first(as im sure hearing a voice you know isnt there would anyone to some extant) but swim learned to just kind of ignore it
swim then continued to listen to rush and was fine up until he heard what can only be described as a loud intesnse SCARY as hell yell that yet again said nothing but made swim put his headphones down and look around the room swim than tried to calm himself down(which he did) and figured he would watch some tv and the tv helped him feel normal. and swim feels he should mention now that up to this point he had been very tired from the benadryl.but swim was no longer tired in the least in fact he could say that swim COULD NOT if he wanted have slept he was defenitly in an altered state although i wouldnt say he was "trippin" he felt as though he was in sort of a waking dream like he could dream with his minds eye or just dream being fully awake thoughts were kind of abstract when i would go into this waking trance and my short term memory was about zero at this point. so i decided to try and play some guitar and just get into a groove and swim must say that he was able to do this rather well given his state swim started to play dee(a bit by randy rhoads off OZZYS blizzard of ozz think of goodbye to romance kind of without the words very classic and beautiful) and he heard the female voice again this time it was less scary and almost reassuring at this point swim put the guitar down(feeling content with himself) and proceeded to pee (somthing that swim would do many many many times that night) as he was standing at the toilet pissing lol swim looked at the lid and in the white portion of it and swim saw what looked like invisible spiders(in that they were made not of matter but the air around the space they occupied) and they looked very "real" as far as hallucinations appear not cartoony in the least like acid shrooms of dxm but swim knew that there were no such thing as little invisible spiders so he had fun touch the lid and looking at the little spiders lol swim finished up and went back to his room swim than played a little more guitar and proceded to watch "rosanne" on nick at night and enjoyed watching it swim seemed to understand the show and also not understand too(yet another thing impossible to put into words a living dream is all i can say again) and he also turned the AC on at this time becaus ehe was a little hot(swim must also note at this point that his heart was beating incredibly fast probly around 120 or 130 bpm and that he had slight breathing problems and his chest was slighty uncomfortable for about 5 or 6 days after the expirence one of his reasons for not doing the stuff more than twice so far) but back to the story swim turnred on the ac and was watching tv and it seem to him that his AC unit started talking to him all this gibberish and stuff that was not scary but very overwhelming at the time there was no concept of langueage among the voices i heard that night but they seemed to communicate a feeling or state of being rather) it was also at this point that the angelic voice swim heard turned defiently "demonic" like if you slow a full length(full album)44 rpm record down to the 35 rpm setting how the voices with sound,slow and dark. this startles swim and between the air condition and the demonic voice swim felt rather flustered for a moment so swim killed the AC(lol turned it off) and told the demonic voice to shut up a minute(it did yay!) and went downstairs for another piss swim noticed at this point that everyone had went to bed and it was dark and swim was alone(alright with swim he is quite a loner to say the least) but he noticed the shadows seemsed to dance(very realisticly) so that they looked like shadow people doing a ritual dance) i proceded to pee(still seeing the spiders) and went back upstairs it was then he noticed while sitting on his bed.....that the spiders were fucking EVERYWHERE!! lol swim knew of course this was no big deal so he sat down and watched them they were on the wall on the bed behind the walls(his walls are just pannaling and its quite warped from all the tempurture changes its the attic and we just built a cheap room around it wood pannels over rafters and insulation and plywood floors carpet yada yada yada) but anyhow he watched the little things get behind the panneling and he just assumed they were mating with the big one(this made perfect sense at the time) and then swim saw two BIG ASS brown spiderlegs sticking out from a gap in the warped wall he means fucking gigantas legs(which is coincidentaly the only thing that give it away as fake there is no spider this big in the goddamn world lol) so swim just lays there kinda in awe kinda just laughing (actually having a decent time at this point) when all of a sudden MILLIONS of the little invisible spider burst out of the wall go swarming halfway up the ceiling and simply dissapear and the big brown spider was banging on the pannel trying to get out(he actually saw the pannel move it looked 100% real) that was the only thing swim "saw" that night that he thought was real for a moment(until he touched the wall and realized it was just him) and it was also at this point all the spiders and such just stopped there were no more invisible one no more of the big one banging they just simply stopped so swim decided to go downstairs(yet again) for another piss he did, and noticed the spiders were not present in the bathroom either(but that the shadow people seemed more powerful and more present) kind of erie huh lol so he went back upstairs for the remainder of the trip(yes this story is almost over swim knows your thinking it lol) so anyway he goes upstairs and decides to sit on his bed for a while it was probably about 20 mins but it felt like hours i swim will refer back to the waking dream statement, after he snapped out of it he decided to go to bed and it didnt take too long to fall asleep but before he did noticed the shadow people were there too(upstairs) were they were not before swim watched them do there voodoo dance in the dark and drifted off to sleep. all and all swim thinks that it was an ok expirence was not very spiritual for him in that sense but swim dosnt really deal olt with the drug and dosnt know it the way swim knows say dxm or lsd(to a lesser extant) so can say that mabey that has somthing to do with it it felt very dreamish to him he dosnt want to say it seemed a place humans shouldnt go but he will say it seems a place that is almost otherwordly a place where our logic and cognitive thoughts have less meaning and were things just make more sense the way they are it helped swim realize more thoroughly the connections between the waking world and our dreams almost like it has to nourish the other side of our polarity like the abstract side of things he will say that swih can see not so good things happening if people try to use it alot recreationally but that is just 1 mans opinion and that alone he feels if its used it could have more shamatic effect and could help if used properly but that is his stance on all drug use.

on final expirence worth mentioning he kept thinking his family members were waking up and plying music in his downstairs living room swim kept going down but no one there hahahalol.

ps: swim thinks this drug is very unpredicatble(much like dreams) and may in the future give it another go.

its just a ride added 0 Minutes and 28 Seconds later...

ps sorry for the long post lol felt like writing

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Good Report, enjoyed reading it and comparing it to SWIM's own experience