alright well, SWIM has always thought the idea of psychedelics were wonderful, and always wanted to try them. Over the past year swim has experimented with lsd, mdma, and mushrooms, with little to no effects.
First he ate an eighth of mushrooms from the same batch as four of his friends. Within a few hours they were all tripping. SWIM thought he was coming up for a while but didnt feel anythig strong, if anything at all, but whatever feeling there was quickly faded.
A few months later at a music festival in TN, SWIM bought sd from two different people (cats under the stars, and idk). The first day he took about one and a half at first and didnt feel anything, so he took probably 3 and a half more. eventually swim was tripping but it was nothing like he expected. He wasnt expecting visuals but did see warping of things if he stared at them. There was no euphoria, no sense of wonder, but he did have racing thoughts and jaw tension. Not an unpleasant experience, but nothing like what he thought. His friend on the other hand was tripping hard and having an awesome time. ( two days later i took some more acid and experienced the same thing, but from a different blotter)
At this festival ecstasy pills were rampant but many seemed to be fake. Stupidly SWIM and his friends swallowed two different pills, snorted one, and each snorted a tenth of what was supposedly molly. They didnt do this at once but throughout the course of the day, when they bought one pill and it had no effect they'd go find another one. After ingesting 1 red playboy bunny each which the dealer said were "triple stacks", swim's friend began to feel the effects, he said he felt awesome and had never felt like this before. a short while after, swim began to feel pretty good too, but nowhere near what his friend was saying. But, after a half hour, and a bottle of orang juice split between the two, all the effects were gone. The molly and the snorted pill did nothing to either.
Swim also has taken ecstasy on one other occasion, with hs girlfriend. they were also smoking grass, after about two hours, his girlfriend said she felt it a little bit, and said she felt really good, but was kind of quiet and wasnt really talkative like swim thought people get, and swim would keep thinking he was about to roll and the feeling would come in waves, but it never went anywhere.
So this is SWIM's dissapointing experience with psychedelics, what does everyone think the problem is? And is there an hope for this wanna be psychonaut?