Drug info - SWIM wants to do PCP :D

[reptile]

A few years back...
SWIM did cough syrup for a year straight when she was 17.
It was the best fuckin year ever.
And SWIM loves K. But that shit's hard to find. SWIM lives in tha straight up ghetto in NY n thinks PCP wouldn't be too hard to find.
Salvia and Nitrous just suck. Way too short. Waste of money.

Whenever SWIM does DXM now she can't trip anymore. Just that weird surreal feeling.
But she'll try to down 4 bottles at once and feel like shit for an hour and usually just puke it all up. Then amount she would need to trip now is much more than her stomache can handle anymore. [DXM pretty much beat the living shit outta it.]
She doesn't even do it like that. Just a trip attempt every couple of months to half a year or so, massive dose, ...nothing.
SWIM misses trippin. =c
N SWIM's been kinda depressed cuz the world is boring and normal and uneventful and she hasn't had a chance to escape.

But tha one thing she's wonderin about is tha adrenaline rush. She's got panic disorder so adrenaline rush = panic attacks
IS it like... a HUGE adrenaline rush? Or jus kinda like doin a bunch of uppers?
Surprisingly SWIM LOVES speedy stuff. Even tho she hasta kind of lay there and not move around much on em or else her heart feels like it gonna fuckin burst or she freaks out.
Hopefully that'll maybe be the case for PCP too. Either way I'm gonna tell my roomates no matter what don't let me outside.
For the first time SWIM just plans to do a LITTLE bit...then a bit more...then a bit more. Till she gets to just entering the trippin threshhold, but not like fucked up outta her mind she doesn't know who she is or where she is or who her roomates are.
But then again this is PCP so who knows.

One other thing...for all the SWIYs who had horrible experiences on it. Was it worth it?
Even if it was hell, was it worth it just even to appreciate life a bit more after you come back from the bowels of hell? Or was it so unspeakably horrible you'll never forget it and it wasn't worth it and you'll always regret it?

[Potter]

If your world is boring and uneventful, then do something about it. Get a hobby, go out side, learn to fish, shoot some guns, read a book, do soemthing.

Otherwise your world will be boring and uneventful and you'll be messed up on drugs. Drugs won't improve your situation, if anything they'll drag you down lower. There's a time and a place for everything, but it doesn't sound like you are at the right intersection. I'm not even saying this as blanket statement, but if spending a year on DXM was "The Best Thing EVER" then getting into even stronger drugs is asking for addiction issues. Safe drug use requires balance.

On the flip side, sometimes a good strong Tripp is just what one needs to get out of a funk and wake up to life.

Go look up "PCP and cops" on youtube, take a gander at what happens to people on this stuff. This isn't a personal hell like psychedelics, this is a VERY PUBLIC issue. True, it's rare that people flip out like this, but it happens more often on PCP then other drugs, there's a reason it has fallen out of favor by all but the fringes of society.

PCP is known to result in highly unstable mental states, if you have a pre-existing mental health issue, not to mention physical problems, then this is NOT the way to go.

Maybe you should consider moving to a better neighborhood. Ghettos are not conducive to human growth or positive mental health. I understand there's probably limiting factors (money, work, family) but a lot of folks round here have pulled themselves out of pretty bad shit and wouldn't mind offering advice.

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Anyone considering using PCP should heed this warning.

[methyou]

pcp works as a anesthetic,dissociative and somewhat of a psychedelic. this means that trips will vary between people because pcp is known to be very "random" with its effects. Doses of the pcp give different experiences for ex. Small doses have been known to produce a numbness in the extremities, ocassionaly a small dose can produce intoxication. moderate doses have been known produce anesthesia. high doses of pcp have been known to make people experience convulsions. swim thinks that swiy is making the right decision by having people around when swiy does pcp. one other thing swiy needs to know is that incase of an emergency swiy needs to know that usually when people are taken to hospitals under the influence of pcp that many people begin to become very irrational turn violent and may even attempt suicide. so swiy needs to be very well prepared for something so unpredictable as pcp.
As for appreciating life after living hell for a few hours under the influence of pcp, swim hasn't ever had a bad pcp trip. but after a bad trip on magic mushrooms and believing swim was dead for most of the trip. i do think after living hell does bring a new lease on life which would be very much worth it. (aslong as no deaths occur during the pcp trip lol)

[DarbyWay]

PCP is NOT anything like DXM.

SWIM, much like you, had a desire to try PCP, much to the disproval of his friends. SWIM decides to do it, and figures he'll be safe with six sober friends around. And he was lucky enough to have them around, because after he tried to 'cut the dark matter' out of himself with a box cutter, jump from a third story balcony, breaking an ankle, an arm, and a wrist, it took all six friends to pin him down and duct-tape him, spread eagled, to a bed.

PCP is not any sort of kiddie-toy, it is a very powerful dissociative not to be underestimated. If it's used properly, it's manageable, but the side-effects are not worth the risk, according to SWIM.