O took shrooms for the first time yesterday, he liked it but was a little freaked out by it at the time. In the beginning it was awesome, it felt like everything was a game, and O was with a lot of people at this park and it seemed like every person had their own aura to them and talking to people felt like one of those RPG games where you go to talk to the person and it gives you a close up of their face and they say something and then just wait for what you are gonna say back, and O couldnt stop laughing at that every time he went to talk to someone. We were all at the park, and we were waiting for this party to start, and O was trying to decide where to go until then. He had one friend trying to get him to go to his house and he just kept asking and asking, and O just started freaking out, it is kind of hard to remember why exactly it was happening though. At this point, O started feeling really, really cold. We decided to go to the house where the party was gonna be and wait there and hang out with those friends for a while. The only part of the walk O can remember is walking and saying "Its sssooo cold", and his friends were like "dude youve said that like 20 times". O felt like he was like a snake or something because whenever he would say that he would emphasize the s for some reason, and then someone would say something funny, and O would laugh like "ssss". That was really making him scared for some reason. By now, O's hands were going numb, he couldnt feel them at all. O just kept reassuring himself this was because of the mushrooms, but it was freaking him out a little. And if he took out his phone to call or text someone it seemed like his hands were like, i cant even explain it but he just didnt want to look at his hands it would just freak him out. O was feeling really self-conscious throughout the peak of the trip, it seemed like everything he did he would think about what other people were thinking of him. Like if he sat down he would keep changing his position because he felt like he looked like an idiot sitting that way. At one point, O was standing watching his friends play a game of pool and he felt really dizzy all of a sudden and he said "i feel like i need to sleep," and stumbled over to the couch, knocking stuff over in his path, and layed on the couch for about a minute, then randomly sat up and felt fine. This is when the trip got better again. They played skate 2 and smoked a blunt and the graphics in the game looked like a cartoon to O. The rest of the night went pretty good, dont remember much though.
Thinking about this now i realized that every time O smoked some bud, it made the trip better. Next time he is going to have plenty of weed to smoke during the trip. Does anyone have any suggestions as to not feel so self conscious? That is the only part of the trip O really didnt enjoy. He feels like next time he will be able to handle it better.
23-03-2009, 02:14
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