Relapse after 6 months

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Originally Posted by Nagognog2

Not 'IF' - will.

Six months down the road, SWIM will wonder what the big deal was about. Unless them dumb voices make a SWIM soften up.

KEEP ON TRUCKIN'!

swim was thinking exactly that. Untill he got around his old friends.

swim just relapsed last night after six months... he used for about 2.5 years.

swim feels like it was pretty stupid. He is doing really good (job, school, etc)

swim is now just kinda sad and feels shitty about it. It wasent even fun for swim.
swim has less desire to use now then before even while clean for so long.

mabey this is what swim needed to really get the "voices" to shut the fuck up? Swim turned it down this morning, looks like he will be alright ;p

for the first time swim feels disgusted about it.
he can feel it in his pores and in his mind.
swim feels so dirty... bah

swim is off to shower.