Messed up, and worried about my drugs test.

[Robbo]

Hey everyone,

Swim just wants to sound off really, Swim used yest and this morn, and has got there weekly pee test on thurs, swim is on methadone at the moment, daily pick up, swim is proper pissed off that they may have messed up getting there take homes in a few weeks, just cos they wanted to get high cos theyd had a bad day, n dyou know the shit thing about it? It didnt even work.. ha.. karma, eh.

Swim wasted there money, feels proper guilty about messing up, and now they cant stop panicking about thurs n there meeting with there drugs worker........ Because swims drugs worker trusted her and when swim was in treatment before, she stabilized quickly, she was going to let swim pick up every 3 days after only 8 weeks stabilized and Im worried that swim has messed it all up.

It is such a hassle for swim having to go to the chemist everyday, aah well, there own fault I guess.

Dont think swims dose is right either, so if swim misses there appointment to try and get out of urine test then it means another week of not feelin great, Its not really bad but swim has felt better on it, constant yawning, anxious, feeling agitated, anways, swim feels a little bit better for getting it of there chest..

Thanks for listening )