Experiences - SWIM's rant about the Jenny Crank\Stimfast diet.. (not really, but this is long)

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Where to start this random persons random thoughts posted for random people...

Well swim had been meaning to post these thoughts on multiple occasions but never got around to it, so this isnt just a mean case of the talkies here, hes put quite a bit of though into this and wanted to hear other jacka.. er, people had to say\think.. He greatly appreciates any replies as well

Swim has been down just about every road in drug city.. atleast a few times.. All of them have their pros and cons, but methamphetamine, to SWIM, is one of the more useful. He uses it more as a tool to get shit done these days since he had an instance a good while back where he went from 175 to 125lbs in a matter of 6ish months without even paying attention to it and realized how dangerous fucking with this fire could be.. (That'll give any diet a run for its money)

SWIM was poking around the net this morning before work and saw one of those "faces of meth" (you know the ones.. after "1.5 years of use" they appear to weigh about as much as calista flockhart and look just about as attractive minus a tooth or 12), which caused him to start wondering how bad it really will end up..

He's seen many occasions of people not far from those illustrations- but they're generally people who do a lot more than just speed... In fact, he quit its use for a few years, and since hes had to find sources for it that he didnt meet in highschool - he went from purchasing it from users who were his age to users who were much older.. and well.. uhh ... "out there"

Now, he doesnt insult anyone who doesnt deserve it, but it was a slight reality check making purchases from someone you could kick a field goal through's wrinkly smile.. In fact 0 the one thing that bothered him the most is that the people (in this perticular network), who were all 10 to 20 years older than him - were either some sort of punk rocker stuck in the 80's, flamboyantly gay or even better- transexual.. and just about all of them for some reason carry some sort of book bag or other purse type deal.. (He doesnt care what anybody does for love, its just struck him as odd that the only sex the people who werent gay had came as an exchange or similar situation. He cant recall one instance of a monogamous relationship.)

In fact! He cant recall meeting anyone (again, out of this group) who has a family\owns a house and successful job\etc... He knows full well that its because these people dont make it obvious and such..

Hell, for the most part the people he has to get shit trough you could point out from a room full of people as drug users ("The guy with jacked up teeth and a wirey hair, the lady with the sucked in face and an adams apple, and the one with more track marks then an olympic stadium)

Swim supposes its (hopefully) just the crowd he's had to refine to getting honest, un-shat-upon dope, and knows that no ones perfect, but heres what gets swim, and where he wants feedback from people who have been using it for an extended-extended time (15+ years).

While for the most part, these particular people are more inclined to get more speed instead of own any sort of electronic (unless it came in leu of money), he would appreciate it if you are older than your mid 20's and havent ever worked salary\tuck your penis between your legs to refrain from this question

Is speed going to indefinitely reduce the quality of swiy's skin?

Swim knows most health problems caused by speed come from lack hygiene and constant pounding at a lightbulb, and is well aware of the fact that a lot of that shit out there is propagated but he's been teeter-tottering over whether or not its time to really just give the shit up because he'd rather enjoy a healthy life while maintaining what looks he has..

Really its because of the fact that a lot of these people either say "Im gonna quit soon" or think they're in perfect shape when they're beat the fuck up health wise..

Swim knows drugs are only as bad as the users who do them... Its just kind of scary that swim has only met people who are users that are around his age (early to mid 20's) that seem to be level headed and have seemingly successful lives...



ANYHOW, Swim really appreciates anyone who takes the time to read all of that bullshit, hell he didnt even expect to type that much out once this rant started but knew he had a few wild hairs up his ass because of how useful\over all great to use this drug is, but at the same time - by his acquaintances - equally destructive.


....Drugs are bad, mmkay

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