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Old 11-03-2009, 18:25
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month into wd still fucked should he pop done?

ok so how bad is this. my pet fucking alligator who happens to be a TOTAL junkie (there is that better? i cant stand the swim shit lol)
cold turkeyed off a rather large habit (20-25 norco10 a day or half a gram of morphine stacked with 10-15 norcos, alteratly routated with buperenorphine....which he found actualy worked better at lower doses like 6, or 8 rather than 12, 16, 24, 32.............anyways hes been at this for ten years........and hes also been into every other narcotic (almost in existence and been addicted to and wd from them....but for some fucking reason this alligator no matter HOW sick he got, when he found some more....he ALWAYS hops back on the train.
Hes been sick for 2 months straight before and as it seemed there was absoultely NO hope or light at end of anny tunnel (this was cold turkey from 6 mg bupe) he has also been sick for a whole month from poppy and heroin wd, and he never really had the chance to get TOOO addicted to methadone but he did wd off 200 mg and was also sick for a month before hopping back aboard the train. i mean literaly his whole family, school work, the whole town HONESTLY thinks hes DYING literaly....he knows hes not going to but he cant seem to convince people of this...actualy hes not so sure himself anymore.
cause anyways this time.....it has been a whole month. he cold turkeyed the day after taking 20 norcos and it was so fucking bad that he took a few tramadol for the next few days and then his mom found some darvocet which he HONESTLY only took 1/2 then down to 1/4 of a pill or LESS only TWICE a day......he did that for like a week or whatever and it was hell but it DEFINATLY helped and those little fuckers honeslt hold you LONGER and better than hydro. seriously. maybes its the NDMA antagonist properties. anyways.....so he got to a point where he was able to walk his dog around the block, but thats about it and hes still so fucking sick he feels like hes dying its been quite a few days (weeks) even off the TINY amount of darvo and He has not slept ONE FUCKING wink in the past three nights even though he was SOOO sedated from clonidine, 6 mg klonopin, temazepam, multiple diphens.......his mind wasnt racing. his body just DOES NOT sleep while in wd.
well anyways so yeah he actualy had the guts to stop the darvo a few days back like I said but all the suddden homie pulls up and last time homie was here Alligator gave giem 1.5 8 mg subs for free to try cause hes homie you know. so anyways homie pulls up and gives him 20 mg methadone.

FUCK. what is he supposed to do at THIS FUCKING POINT?!?!? hes not getting any better.....he has such a low energy level he can barely stand up and has been missing work and school.......guts churning full force and FREEZING to death.
does he take the methadone?!?! will this just FUCK things up that much worse?!
he knows from past experience that 20 mg done will not get him high...but it WILL make him VVVERY comfortable clear till tomorow morning. It would take a LOT more than that to feel it.
however since he was takin fucking like 15 mg or LESS of darv and it WAS SLIGHTLY holding him........is this going to REALLY put him in reverse and make the wd that much more drawn out or is it not going to do shit? hes not worried about getting more dones because he cant. he cant get anyhting else except bottles of 120 count Norco brand norcos (that hes now fuckign SCARED to death of....because although hes so sick.....his MENTAL state in SOME weird way DOES feel slightly better....he feels slightly happy about life and happy to be free of the narcotics and for the first time in his life he REALLLLLLLY does want to fucking stop he has never been able to get this far before. He also has a 3.5 hour college class tonight, and work this afternoon, and the same shit tomorow. hes almost thinking the done would be worth it.....
any advise or comfort he would apreciate
peace
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