Possibly Interesting- reoccuring dream of heroin addiction, but never done heroin
So, SWIM has only ever done codeine, the odd oxy, morphine IR and a few dilaudids.
But lately swim has a reoccuring dream of being a heroin addict. Its scarily accurate, down to living on the street and selling her body to get money to buy the H. In the dream she goes through the euphoric highs, which are like nothing she has ever experienced IRL, and then goes through the most incredibly strong withdrawls she has ever .. well cant say really experienced but you know what swim means.
Its a really powerful dream.. swim wonders what it means.. do you all think its a product of reading about everyones experiences here? What do you think it means? Swim feels a kinship with H addicts now, like she has kind of been there herself at rock bottom even though she hasnt been. Maybe this is swims minds way of keeping her from going down that path, dont know.