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well today at about 12:15 i ate three 20 mg adderal crushed the
beads. well after like 30 minutes i could feel it. i was happy and all
the stuff. i was at school so after social studies i went to gym. we
had push up and sit up tests today and i ended up doing alot for me.
did wieght lifing the rest of the hour. well from about 300 - 530 i
was in deep thought pacing my house without ever stoping for that
whole time.i ate dinner only a little not hungry. still had some deep
thought goin on for about 30 min. well just felt off ever since. its
12:00 at night and my heart beat changes speed randomly. usually
faster but everyonce in while it will slow down veery slow. im
thinking i just scared myself into it and fear is whats causing most of
it but i dont know. and i dont want to die. should i be scared? (i am)
or can i just sleep it off.
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28-04-2005, 07:00
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