Happy F'ing Birthday to SWIM!!!

[FATALII]

Hello all! And welcome to my first real post. After reading here for a few days I have come realize that SWIM severs more than one purpose... this person really isn't me!... I am stronger than this!

And yes, today is in fact SWIM's birthday. SWIM and his fiance had started playing in June of 08 with Oxy. The energy was the lure! He could do so much. Take his son camping, get all of the remodeling done on his mothers house (father died in 06) and cook up a storm for all of his clients! They made a choice to have enough to get through until the next batch came around. Well, that lasted until there was just none around and that was the first time that they got sick! 2-3 days into that more showed up... and "fix the sick" started!

SWIM and the fiance have turned to H... (please don't make me say it!) over the past couple of days until they can stockpile enough low grade pain meds to begin a reasonable taper! Valentines day is the goal! SWIM plans to "enjoy" his b'day and start their taper this weekend. They have spilled the beans to his mother and she is on board. She is going to handle all of the money for the next 4-6 weeks so SWIM doesn't go cop. He has spoken to a family friend in the mental health industry and will be going to see him on the 12th. He is a trusted person who has helped him before with unrealated issues.

Neither SWIM nor his fiance can remove themselves from work for a period of time long enough to do the cold turkey thing... besides, History has shown him that fails him!

Well there is SWIM's story in short! Any advice from SWIY would be a welcome b-day gift!

Good day to all and wish them luck! They are gonna need it! ~Fatalii