Evil

[Satan Stuff]

Have you ever felt evil while high? Or as though you were experiencing something evil? Have you ever had an undeniable coincidence where everything seemed to be related, but there were too many variables to describe the coincidence to someone else?? If so, please describe in detail what happened to you.

[jrock0069]

I always feel evil when sober. I'm not joking, I get the urge to kill people in slow brutal ways for any reason every day. I go straight from normal to Charles Manson mentality in a few seconds. I've learned self control so I don't act on my impulses, but it's hard not to. Whenever I'm high nothing gets me angry, I'm just a normal, peaceloving person without a care in the world. When I go to sleep sober, I dream about war and death. These dreams don't bother me though, whenever I have them I wake up in a disturbingly good mood. When I go to sleep high, I either don't dream at all or my dreams are normal.


The only way I can escape my morbid fantasies is to get loaded. I dare not tell anybody who knows me my thoughts, but you guys are complete strangers so it doesn't matter what I say. I carry on normalconversations with people I care about while thinking of what reaction I would get for attacking them out of nowhere. I tried professional help but all I end up doing is adding them to my "list". Drugs seem to be the only answer for me.

[motorhead]

ok then. well all i can say is i hope the supply never runs out in your area.

[Creeping Death]

My situation is evil and i hate it. I want to destroy it. That makes me "evil" too. So yes, i am evil. I like almost everything when im high, so its a great remedy. I get high to get normal.

nananana .. spread the bodies out on the iicccee.., take my time.. AM I EVIL... YES I FUCKIN AM....

Thats a great song, man.Edited by: Creeping Death

[Satan Stuff]

Have you ever felt like you were in the presence of the devil or demons, only by smoking weed?

[Creeping Death]

I dont think anybody has. I always feel im in the presence of bhuddha and a large tree of wisdom.

[daeron]

youve got 2pac imean everywere on your post but you like old metallica songs,im confused....oh,thats prolly cos im a wee bit stoned,oh lookie a little line of 2ce right here on my little table,how did that get here...


err..back to the subject-IMHO there is no such thing as "evil" and there is no such thing as "good".We would like to think there is but thats simply not true.Youve gotta accept THE FACT that the same people can do terrible and beautiful things.oh yeah did you know that hitler was a meth addict,his doc gave him daily injections of meth since something like 41-42Edited by: daeron

[glomp]

i get those violent urges too... i find if i'm walking by myself, i always imagine ways in which i can snap someone's neck without anyone noticing...


i know this is due to long-term exposure to video-game violence... asa kid,my favourite passtime would be playing street fighter and resident evil... in high schooli played counter-strike professionally in an unsuccessful attempt to make a bit of money... my team played in local tournaments back to back so if it wasn't match night... we'd be training and practicing tactics, meaning we played it almost every day.Edited by: glomp

[MrJenkins]

Evil from being high? I'm always in the completely opposite
direction on weed. Now other drus like acid/RC's i have felt
pretty evil/had evil thoughts/visions.

[transit]

It is easy to say that “they” are evil, but
it is much more useful to recognize it in oneself – it is part of what’s called
being human. </span>So, yes, one of the
positives about certain drugs is that I feel the fullness of my evil (that which
“our” culture/society teaches is in them [terrorists, drug fiends, etc) but of
course not in “us”). </span>I am all of that,
good and evil – the coolest space for me is best described by Nietzsche’s
term: </span>beyond good and evil.</span>




What is really scary is the people who don’t
recognize their evil and are deluded enough to believe that they and especially
they are good.</span>

[motorhead]

In response to daeron's post, that hitler was a meth addict is pure speculation. He was evil however. Ill start a new thread and explain more.