Addiction - DTTO (Drug Treatment & Testing Order)

[Roscco]

FU**ING Sheriff,

Edi Sheriff court has placed SWIM on an 18 month DTTO. This means SWIM has 12wks to stabalize on meth and start returning clean samples or faces further incarcaration. This could be viewed as a good thing for SWIM, but SWIM doesn't want to stop taking yet (being honest), so what is SWIM to do ??

Previous experience tells SWIM that if your going to take something (meth) take enough of it to get proper fucked up or to sell, either option is fine, will fund or solve SWIM problem. But............................. SWIM knows for past experience again what a nasty drug meth is and doesn't want to take it again. Has asked Dr. bout MST or even High Dose DHC but not interested.

Subutex (Buprenorphine) is no good either as SWIM habit way bigger than doses of subutex the shitty NHS is prepared to pay for. Short of getting straight DiaMorph amps (not a hope in hell) SWIM is goosed. Have worked last 10 years (all been old enough to work) can SWIM not demand some sort of tax mediation, as in want my tax paid money spent on SWIMs' new DiaMorph amp habitSWIM knows he's dreaming.

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