WTF HAPPEND?

[NooYrdrop]

Last night I was tired and wanted to smoke with my g/f cause the last time we did the sex was amazing, best ever. So after we get ready for bed I light the joint and smoke half of it. She decided not to smoke which kinda bummed me out because I wanted her to be high too.


Then after I'm high, it seemed like she got mad at me or in a bad mood, or maybe she was tired. Then for the next 1.5 hrs I'm not having a good time at all! It's like I couldn't control my thought patterns, and everthing I ever done negative, or a secratively was right in front of my face. I tried to relax and lay there with my girl. She told me to relax so I would lay there against her then a warm, numb tingely feeling would come across my body. I felt like my brain was still moving though. I felt paralyzed.


Ir was like I didn't know who I was, where I was, even my g/f's face didn't look familiar. Then the most FUCKED UP part is what I was talking about. I told my g/f that I miss my ex and I check her away aim profile. It was like I was hypnotized. I've never been this confused or scared in my entire life.


The thing is I do miss my ex, but I'm so happy where I'm at right now. I don't want to be with her at all.


Why was I spilling the beans about shit? It was almost like I couldn't control anything.


I even called off work today to make sense of things


Please help me out guys!Edited by: NooYrdrop