So swim was addicted to coke for about half a year. Now it has been almost exactly a year since she has done it which was a great accomplishment for her.
swim is now a somewhat frequent user of oxycodone.. but ah thats a different story
well anyway swim was hanging out at a party with her roxy dealer who also happens to do coke. At the party he said hey you wanna do a couple lines? and swim thought, well, its been a year, and its only a little bit so.. ok why not.
the thing is, swim says that it was really good stuff and she was high like the first time again, but the best part is that its been a couple days now and swim didnt start fiending for it at any point like she would have in the old days. she was actually able to enjoy it without compultion, and a year and a half ago when she first did it she was completely hooked instantly.
now my question is.. do you think its possible for an ex addict to learn from the experiance enough to be able to enjoy coke (very occasionally im talking here) without becomeing a fiend again?
or is that just a bad idea waiting to happen.
does anyone know anyone who has been able to do this with any drug they were once addicted to?