Opinions - Calling all hardkore diamorphine users.....

[hermeneutika]

hello i am not a heroin user and never will be.....i have had a g/f of about 5 years who was a first class heroin user and as stated elsewhere we had fantastic sex and swim only shot the shit up twice just to see what she was going on about.....

then we split up and i was out of the hard kore smack scene for over 20 years......then just under 2 years ago i met a young woman(29 i am 56) who was into H in a big way.....in my misguided and naive way i thought omg what a dreadful mess she is in someone ought to try and help her b4 she kills herself.....really thats what i thought......sure i may have wanted a relationship or just plain old sex, but i also really wanted to try and help her......u have to beleive that some ppl were alive in the sixties and still beleive in LOVE!!!!

Anyway she lied to me , stole from me and generally robbed me blind and took me for a ride.....

i mean she said that her clinic script was going to kick in in 7 days, and that if she bought any street gear she would fail her piss test at the clinic and thus be off her legal methadone script.....so could yours truely see his way to just buying her illegal street meth just for 7 days until the legal script kicked in......I bought the line hook line and sinker......ok maybe more fool me.....but it sounded so plausible at the time.....but she knew what she was doing from day one......she ripped me off financially emotionally.......

i mean she said she was interested in coming to a Church with me ....as at this Church the pastor there is a ex user himself.....over a 5 year habit....he was a hardkore user and still has the track bruises on his arms to prove it......he is clean now and apparently happily married with children and also the pastor of this Church.....and the Church he runs is really growing fast.......

so i took her to this Church in my naiviete......thinking she was interested in becoming a Christian and getting off dope.....but of course it was only my money she was interested in......

so u peeps....u get my drift.....are all heroin addicts like this.....burning friendships and any help in the remorseless drive to get more smack....??

love to hear from you

thanks for your time and consideration

Michael