do u know what caused this?

[VIKETIME]

im bored, and im beginning to get depressed so i decided i would use this forum to vent a little. there are a lot of people here who are quite knowledgeable to many things so maybe you can help. about 4 months ago in the beginning of decemberswim was doing quite a bit of pharmacutical opiates, at that pointswim had been using them for a couple months. one dayswim was on 30mg hydrocodone, and was sitting somewhere and remembers saying to themselves, this high is starting to feel like marijuana in that whenthey looked down attheir armsthey had a slight dissociation type thing that happens when they smoke pot. they had quit pot though because their heart had begun beating very fast when swim smoked. well the next few days they got little rashes and started becoming sweating whenever they used vic's. after this swim was sitting somewhere once again and began to feel VERY strange, and then before they could figure the shit out it was too late. over a period of about 5 minutes, something happened to swim. everything in there brain just felt fried, it was like they lost all contact with reality. honestly they looked at there gf, then at there friend, and could barely recognize them. they look at objects and become confused, they begin to test themselves. swim sees a book and says book and cant figure out what it means. to swim nothing feels real at all, the world has no meaning. since december swim has been going through this shit, its been like 4 months now. since then 1 of his friends committed suicide and another friend died during a surgery. then swim gets his gf pregnant so things are rough its just so hard. does anyone have any clue what the fuck did this to swim?swim didnt post this for sympathy they're just real confused about wtf to do with life now. by the way they had MRI's and were diagnosed with chronic sinusitis, but i doubt its from that. swim has the strangest disreality, they cant even smoke a cig without it making them feel like shit. so if u have any ideas, try me.


-VIKE