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were these feelings real?
recently i had my first real experience tripping with morning glory. i did it at a bad venue and didn't have a good trip, but i know it could have been amazing in a different environment and i feel like i have to try it again. under mg i had a weird sexual experience. i am not sure because my libido was messed up, but i think i may have become erect thinking about something that wouldn't normaly sexually excite me.
i kind of freaked and started to test myself, still full blown tripping. i would do my best to focus on the subject and watch my penis to see if it got erect, and the results were polar opposites. sometimes it was drawn back in, and other times it was somewhat erect. however the only time it was really erect i lost focus and thought of something i am sexually attracted to. when i try it now i am unsure, i don't geet erect but something still feels off.
i don't think lysergic acid makes up feelings, i think you do that under the influence of it. what do you think any of this means and should i just dismiss it? is it worth exploring further in another morning glory trip? will that give me the best answer if i approach it in a more controlled manor? how long do you reccomend i wait to trip again?
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