Experiences - Cannabis and stress/depression/anxiety

[Pavelo]

SWIM was a cool guy who smoked weed 2~4 times a month.

Then he tried E which in fact was just a crap pill full of sh*t and meth.. The next two weeks he was having anxiety feelin almost constatly.. Then they got away.

Then the school leaving exams came. SWIM passed them totaly chilled with no stress and also he got "A" from all subjects. High school was over for SWIM and he got accepted to a very good college. He was trying to enjoy summer holidays as much as it was possible, but during it he got two very bad anxiety attacks which led to a even worse panic attacks.
"Strange..." he thought.
When he got back from vacation near sea ( must remind - the second panic attack occured here... also there was absolutly no weed smoking for two weeks) he tried his good' old' bong.. he didnt the fill the bowl to the max, just a light charge. Then he tried to watch "K-PAX"..
And then he got the worst BAD trip (can be called WORSTEST trip) ever.. his heart was racing, he was thinking he is going to die because he forgot to breathe and worse of all he thought he went crazy.. So he made a bond - no weed never ever! This happened on 22 july..

Septemeber came and so did the college.. First SWIM was totally cool with it.. "Great people, nice chicks, awesome!"
But only in the second week anxiety attacks came again and on one day it was SO bad that SWIM just couldn't get out his car and go to school.. SWIM just wasn't able.. So he went to see his GP and she gave him some homeopathics. "They should start working in two weeks" she said..
Two weeks passed and SWIM..is feeling a little better.. he isn't freaking out as he was few weeks ago. He made some research and looks like his anxieties and depression can be cause by stress. (subconcious possibly).


So SWIM wants to ask you:

1: could the regular weed smoking (he smoked it regulary for 2 years max, occasionaly for 4 years, also once he tried LSD and coke) and the one crappy E pill totally phuck (ph stands for F) him up so he is now a mental degenerate?

2:is getting back to weed a good idea? could it help with his stress? or rather not to touch the W-stuff again?


PS. SWIM thanks for reading this story