Side effects - After 20 years of heavy use

[Eductingmyself]

SWIM met MDMA in 1988. between 1988 and 1998 SWIM visited MDMA on average 20 times per month. During this time Span SWIM also played with Amphet and Coca.
From 1998 to Present SWIM still played with MDMA on a weekly basis but not as much and also with his other freinds Ampet And Coca.

Now, SWIM is thinking of calling it a Day. His Freinds especially MDMA just arnt the same, and he dosnt have as much fun as he did

SWIM thinks he has been un-effected Physically by his freindship over the last 20 years. He does suffer sleep Phycosis, hard to explain, but it occours just as he is about to Nod of too sleep, were his body becomes almost paralysed and he goes into a panick as he tries to move - he is semi concious during this frightening experience which makes it feel bad, the term is called 'night nurse syndrome' i think.
Swims mind seems to have held up well, His body seems to be intact so he thinks hes done quite well on the physical and mental side of things

Personal effects of playing withh is freinds - well lets just say NOTHING could prepare a person for the emotional roller coaster he has been on for 20 years, but SWIM knows it was his choice.
What Swim is basically saying is, he is glad he didnt listen to the scare mongering from so called doctors and scientists on why he should never have started playing with MDMA and some of his other freinds.

Swim wonders if there are other people who can relate to a long term relationship from playing with the same freinds, and any effects they may have ???

Reputation Comments on this post:

	please do not refer to cocaine as "coca" in the future, it only leads to an unecessary and detrimental confusi...
	Thanks for SWIY's posts in this thread
	Thank you for sharing SWIM's long term use. I find such things interesting and beneficial to help people.
	thankyou for sharing your inordinant use. Definately not recommended, but people like you who overindulge add to our kno...