Combinations - Here we go again... what's up with my body, won't respond to drugs like normal, help!

[MotherSuperior]

So, after shooting speed(cleaned dexamp tabs) Friday then eating them all... this all night while taking copius amounts of Dihydocodiene, Codiene, Tramadol and the occosional MST tab MR30mg(rectal) as SWIM have any H that day and this pretty much stopped the rattle.

Then going to a friends house late Saturday and smoking(and scoring) a few lines of H(I'm pretty tolerant) seemingly good H(white and burnt lovely on foil) and smoking(and scoring) a few bits of white(crack). Did'nt do to much for SWIM but then SWIM normally IV's brown and white.

Then SWIM got home and IV'd some of the brown and white... it felt 'nice' for a second but nothing special.

So SWIM decided that SWIM's poor body should take a break so at midnight SWIM took 3*7.5 Zopiclones, 20mg Diazepam(rectaly... proper tubes) 60mg of Gabapentin and 50mg of Promethaziene as SWIM knew SWIM would have trouble sleeping and within a very short time SWIM was asleep.

This morning at 7:00am SWIM awoke... the REAL funny thing was SWIM was not rattling for H... not in the slightest, whatsoever which was kind of dissapointing as SWIM loves getting a hit when SWIM is rattling. In any case SWIM cooked up the rest of the white and a fair portion of the 'nice' H and IV'd it. Again SWIM felt nice a little but nothing outstanding. With that amount of white SWIM expected something better and it was NOT bunk gear either... heh SWIM even got that charateristic taste in the back of SWIM's mouth when injecting a fair amount of white and H.

So SWIM had a great idea... SWIM had taken it pretty easy after the initial injection on Friday only eating a couple of dex orally every few hours to keep alert and awake. SWIM only does the dexamp at weekends and takes Magnessium to prevent too much of a tolerance building up... however the 'hit' SWIM was going to do next he would normally feel even if SWIM had been hitting it hard.

SWIM decided to IV 30mg of dexamp as SWIM wanted to feel SOMETHING from drugs plus SWIM prepared another small shot of H(SWIM has trouble getting veins and uses a complex procedure to locate, temporarily canulate then inject drug containing syringes so if SWIM was going to goto all this trouble he may as well stick in some more H). Well after IVing 30mg of dex and more H... SWIM felt 'nice' for maybe a few seconds but NOTHING like SWIM would expect from 30mg's of IV dexamp(yes even with the fact SWIM had taken some on Friday/early Saturday).

SWIM suspect's Tramadol somehow supresses the H... SWIM is not he first person to say this here and it was the same last week with the exception that SWIM knows this H is good. Maybe, also the speed binge has caused SWIM's brain not to react with the white very much(out of dopamine?). Maybe all the sedatives SWIM used 7 hours before to put SWIM to sleep are causing the 30mg dexamp hit to feel week... or maybe just maybe the H SWIM IV'd. SWIM knows that for SWIM H and dexamp kill each other(why did SWIM do it then you ask... well SWIM thought 30mg would overpower any supressor activity H might have) funny thing is that IV dexamp and IV methadone are one of SWIM most FAVOURITE combinations of ALL time(and SWIM has tried most....). Figure.

So it's now 11:00 am and SWIM is neither up nor down, has that shitty taste of Zopiclone in the mouth... feels ok... actually very normal but maybe a bit 'off'' and un energetic if anything. I'm not sure how it is possible that everytime SWIM tries to get a hit... he ends up getting dissapointed. SWIM has one more good dose of H left but that's not going anywhere(even though he WANTS to do it) until SWIM has all these other drugs out and(especially Tramadol which SWIM is VERY suspicous about) and SWIM is in a good old cluck.

Any ideas as to why SWIM cannot feel a good hit of either H, white, dexamp? Last night it must be noted SWIM did feel the H a little after the injection... even with all this in SWIM it is worrying that sWIM feels way to 'normal'(even worringly) and not to energetic at all.

In case SWIM did'nt mention it, SWIM knows all drugs are good. The H and white might not be top grade but certainly are ok. Heh maybe SWIM should just wait for natural sleep and for SWIMs brain to recharge but really. On a positive note the first hit of 30mg dexamp on Friday was very nice indeed.

Oh by the way people don't try the same kind of drug regime SWIM has. SWIM is an experienced and trained feind.

As usual SWIM welcomes all and any comments and suggestions on SWIMs problem!

[HomerK]

Sounds like SWIY needs to take a break before you end up in a morgue. You're doing a lot of different (hard) substances and feeling nothing. Swim recommends rereading through what you just typed and reconsidering your position.

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Couldn't 've put it better meself!

[MotherSuperior]

Originally Posted by HomerK

Sounds like SWIY needs to take a break before you end up in a morgue. You're doing a lot of different (hard) substances and feeling nothing. Swim recommends rereading through what you just typed and reconsidering your position.

Genuinly, thanks for your concern, SWIM should really lighten up on the drug usage, especially via IV and SWIM is making an effort to do this.... SWIM does have an opiate habit(and has done for some time) but does have real chronic bad pain(and has a NHS script for most of the substances dexribed other than white and brown- although gets morphine tablets). SWIM only really hit drugs hard at the weekend now only taking opiates for pain during the week, diazepam as needed, Zopilcone at night and will take SWIMS prescribed Dexedrine as prescribed if SWIM needs to do some work that requires a high threshold of concentration(SWIM has clinically diagnosed AADD) and so on. IMO although SWIM takes a few substances SWIM does so in relatively moderate doses(in recreational terms).

Sorry for the bad grammar/spelling in the OP, SWIM was feeling a little bit tired. It turned out that the brown had been 'diluted' at some point without SWIMS knoledge (until a few hours ago) hence, SWIM believes that the small amount that was ingested killed the dexamp hit, such as it was after 48 hours of moderate but continual amp... the white was also diluted(bloody junkies). SWIM just had a LOVELY hit with a speedball... SWIM wants another so much but will wait till tommorow morning when SWIM is in WD, SWIM will guard this H this time and not leave it in the kitchen. SWIM's looking forward to an early night and is looking forward to Monday!

SWIM feels that SWIM does not take THAT many hard drugs though... maybe the H and white and possibly the dexamp but the others? In terms of damage SWIM feels that when SWIM used to drink for fun and stress relief(a long time ago before SWIM used to have SWIM's weekend binged)that the booze was FAR more dangerous... and the amount of cigs SWIM used to chain smoke was terrible. Now SWIM rarely drinks, rarely stresses despite bad pain and pressure at work(SWIM would like to add that SWIM is not perpetually gouched out) and never gets hangovers If it were not for some of these substances SWIM would probably have killed SWIMself because of the terrible chronic pain, if not would have killed SWIMself with alchohol and depression.

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Originally Posted by newgrower

How long and how much heroin has swiy been using? Does swiy realize that it sounds like you are addicted at this point? Which means that most shots swiy takes will only to bring swiy to normal and stop the sickness - at least this is swims experience. The rest may be due to cross-tolerance. Swim never had a problem feeling the heroin when taking speedballs (cocaine and heroin). Swim may be wrong on this but it's swim's first impression.

SWIM found that the H and white was not in fact any good, it had been cut while SWIM was asleep... also the little that was there probably killed the dexamp hit this morning.

SWIM is addicted to opiates and has been for over a decade or so(hence SWIMs name on this forum, the length of SWIM's habit/Trainspotting). SWIM does get legal prescribed opiates including Morphine tablets, Oxycodone, Dihydocodiene, Tramadol and Gabapentin and all the other drugs mentioned except for the white(SWIM is working on that though.

In the week SWIM takes enough opiate products or other drugs for pain except for maybe the first hit of the day when SWIM is in withdrawal(SWIM IV's H). SWM is working on getting a legit diamorphine script for IV use(as many people have in this country).

SWIM is pleased to say that SWIM got some more H and white earlier and has enjoyed a couple of VERY nice hits this Sunday afternoon. SWIM is very happy as SWIM reports in another post the police in SWIMs area has a MASSIVE operation wiping out nearly every dealer in these parts and those not in jail are lying low for a while. SWIM thinks it will take till at LEAST Wednesday before Class A's are flooding the streets here again and everything will back to normal... not much good for those in prison or the poor addicts who don't have prescribed opiates. In the press relase SWIM posted rom the police, they say that they will continue this operation, one of it's goals is to persuade addicts into treatment, SWIM wonders how the police are going to shorten the 4 week waiting list for getting a Methadone/Subutex script that the local drug services have. If the police were as enthusiastic as this as nicking a bunch of dealers and a few addicts then there would be far less dealers(hardly any if the government made IV Heroin prescribing for addicts more commonplace) in the first place and far less crime commited by people who need money that goto them... (maybe SWIMs missing something but thats another conversation.

[newgrower]

How long and how much heroin has swiy been using? Does swiy realize that it sounds like you are addicted at this point? Which means that most shots swiy takes will only to bring swiy to normal and stop the sickness - at least this is swims experience. The rest may be due to cross-tolerance. Swim never had a problem feeling the heroin when taking speedballs (cocaine and heroin). Swim may be wrong on this but it's swim's first impression.

[HomerK]

Swim understands your point of view. He's not here to judge and would have no place in doing so anyway. Too many people are lost because they really wanted to know how far the rabbit hole goes. Swim can't really add much more, he has no experience with IV usage. Good luck!