Balancing recovery and interest in information contained on this site

[Spare Chaynge]

I see that people who are on this site are clean and sober and still participate on it. How did you do this. Swim looks at all the post and is neutral about most of it. But when it comes to injecting psychedelics that have rarely been injected my disease and obsession return. swim only has 6 months. For some reason swim still has an interest with injecting things like LSD and Mescaline. This is probably because swims normal friends think it is amazing how swim led this crazy life and is now normal. And find the fact that swim has used iv LSD amazing too.

Swim dosent know why he added that but he thought it might help explain this situation anyways the question is how you balance your obsession and interest in drugs and information surrounding them.