Anal use - Buprenorphine HCL, chlorpheniramine HCL, diphenhydramine Mal, melatonin, & naltrexone

[sarbanes]

8mh Subutex and 2, 4mg Chlorpheniramine Maleate tabs, & ~20 mg diphenhydramine hcl powder in a 15cc syringe, dissolved/plugged. Done in two doses, 30 min apart. One hour later, 20mg malatonin bucally (sublingually). ~ 5 hours later, ~ 200 mics naltrexone HCL. Also posted report in related thread. (topic is wrong, chlorpheniramine maleate (not hcl), and inverse for the benadryl)


Further experimentation revealing a disturbing, yet at the same time, highly rewarding side to this combo. The disturbing part is a horrific smell which was experienced in the dream. This smell (the smell of cheap, new carpet, mixed with some sort of mushroom/wild rice mix, at the time), won't get out of my mind now. EVERYTHING smells like this. The starbursts I habitually eat all of a sudden have this association. Thought for sure, smelling a bag of good old skunk would cure this, but that smelled just like this awful smell as well. Something get re-wired, so everything smells bad now? I think the whole brain damage thing with drugs is both underplayed and over played (simultaneously). All (or many/most) drugs which effect you heavily mentally, will lead to changes (call it damage, maybe?). Its not just MDMA, or this or that. Opioids, THC, bup...they all lead to these changes/damage, and I believe somewhat, proportional to the intensity of their effect. When will things smell right!??! On the plus side, several orgasms were experienced, and the level of bizarreness/psychadelia was beyond anything I have ever experienced before on any agent (done them all in my time, years ago). The shear novelty of the bizarreness was almost beyond comprehension/reward. DO NOT underestimate high dose melatonin (especially in this combo). Anyone think melatonin could actually be neuro toxic (despite all the reports of its strong anti-oxidant properties)?
PS: Left out one thing: had ~200mcg naltrexone HCL subling @4AM (mid-way experience, waking up). Keep a bottle of neat melatonin powder by the bed, and an old water bottle of very dilute revia. Both taken sublingually. The melatonin burns (much like nicotine), as it is being absorbed bucally.

[Orchid_Suspiria]

Wow!I don't really know what to say.This is certainly a combo we don't hear much about.Can I ask swiy what they were trying to achieve with this combination?

[sarbanes]

Originally Posted by Orchid_Suspiria

Wow!I don't really know what to say.This is certainly a combo we don't hear much about.Can I ask swiy what they were trying to achieve with this combination?

Trying to actually feel the bupe. Since in recovery, don't really feel the bupe - just feel normal;. Initially, was just trying to get some sleep! Also, afraid to mix bupe w/ benzos. Trying again, absolutely no effect. Perhaps its in the brain mostly! Seems hit or miss w/ bupe, and even melatonin (last night just made for sleep, but some nights, it produces NO sleep=weird).

[Orchid_Suspiria]

Bupe tends to be a hit and miss thing and swim has combined it with all sorts of crazy stuff including diphenhydramine.Unfortunately all the bupe does is make swim feel normal for a short time after he takes it and sick the rest of the day.Though swim suspects that is the naltrexone at play.