scarrrrrry!

[zippy]

waw! last nite....well,start from begining..


a couple of weeks ago,swim was at a house party in a certain city...it was his second time at these regular parties and was really looking forward to it.

at the first party,he was warned in a club the night before that goin to this city would 'open his exey'.

he knew exactly what the meant and thought to themselves 'big deal' as they considered themselves open minded.

on arrival at the first party swim was questioned by his cousin 'had he taken anything?' imediately,swim replied 'no,i havent,nor would i ever' (at this point this was true)....to swim's shock his cousins reply was 'why not,you should' !!!!!


this had been what opening my eyes was about...swims mate meant not what weant on but more who.

shockingly enough,swim spoke to his other cousin and his fatmate and voiced all his conserns (really important....sooo glad i did this!! Good idea) and he then in turn took a half,then 2 minutes later the rest (dont no why like that). he then went back indoors,as it was outside where he and his cousin had did this,and enjoyed his nite.

he was looking through a foto album of the cousin and friends travels to asia and thought to himself,i feel drunk still (as he had been drinking) and maybee a little different but nothing to write home about...if this was it,then he wouldnot try again. (he also put the felling slightly different to the placebo type effect of his body telling him he should feel different) as then suddenly,to a great shock he was hit like a tonne of bricks by a numbness down his temples and the front of his knees,also a strange panicy/sicky feeling in his stomach.

this made swim very nervous as he was told it was subtle and smooth. he emideately said to his first cousin who was nowup stairs that he felt very strange...(insuide he had ideas of being like that girl who was in the news and whos dad now lectures in schools)...he went down stairs and was pulled aside and spoken to....after a brief description of the symptoms,which were described back to me as the same,my mind was at ease.

the quesion 'how do you feel?' was answered with 'great!'


the hug that followed,was by far the best hughr had ever had,andhe have never felt closer to anyone.

the nite progressed amazingly. the most of the nite was spent intangled in a group of 4/5 ppl includinghis cousins,squashed onto a small bed,just talking the nite away.

hewas somewhat surprised by this ashe expected a need to dance,and whenhe did so,felt aquard.he was told that this was because all pills are different and that the particular ones wernt really'pingers'.

this suited him down to the ground as he loved just talkin...it gave him the chance to confront a problem that had been playing on his mind for a long time. his cousin had met up with his ex girlfriend and they shared a kiss,which really really got to swim as it was his first love. the problem was talked about and even though not resolved..no anger was felt at all.

the nite ended,i eventually slept,woke up feeling still numb in my teples and knees. also strangely enough,the next night when swim went out,the music made him feel stragely euphoric once again!


anyway!



swim tried it again at home and a nitecub in a surrounding town...both time using from his close friend from home. he wished by this time that he had taken note of which pills wer which,as the experience had an effect on him,but seriously lacked any euphoric feeling or senation of tingling which he had loved.


anyway,back to the 2nd party,held for valentines!
swim had went up there with big intentions! he was gona go in and have a grat time.


on the way up he had talked to some1 who had brought with him 8 pills that he believed to be amazing,but intended on four each for him and the guy in the passinger seat!


up there,he knew that one cuziz mate had 80,so it shouldnt be a problem. he waited till quite late on in the nite to go in search as he had a time on the decks he wanted to use with a clear head.


he aproached the guy he knew from the car,merely for a chat...he was then pointed to the guy in the passenger seat,who had taken half of one and was absolutely out the game! he was full on after about 40mins and was really bad! the guy i spoke to was also very bad after only one and a half.he then decided to aquire one from the guys who reluctantly parted.


down it went,and for welll over an hour he felt nothing...he decided to aproach the guy with the big bag! !! who parted with enough to last swim the nite! the nite went ok,slight,and i mean seriously,slight effects but nothing majour...also,swim's first line,which was good,but still a shitstain in comparison to his first pills.

eventually,hours into the nite,he retired downstairs to a bedroom where his cuz was asleep (big volleyball game in the morning! )





ohhh ohhh!!! this was where the problems started!


at first off,i was in disbelief when the cieling started to look damp and then start to drip on me!! this was accompanied with rain effect noises and all?!?! he then turned his focus to the womans face that emerged from the folds in a hanging jacket. next to entertain him was the bike that was leaning against the bed,which proceeded to seperate into the various creatures that had made up its shape.

a trip to the toilet was in order!


when there,he found it paculiar,the roughcasted surface the toilet was covered with so reached out to touch it....giggle,the surface round his finger disapated to reveal the normal smooth surface,then recovered whin he took his finger off.


back to the bedroom,where again it begain to rain.
a dog barked,and strangely he knew exactly where to look....ofcourse it was under the bed!...bark bark!...out popped jack rustle on a filmstrip,u no the type,with the rectangular holes on either side....the strip rotated,playing the same jumpy clip of the dog barking.


WAW! had he not been in such belief,he would probably been scared!

(baring in mind that only at christmas...he had thought the effects he thought wer 'it' wer meerly ok....to go to this!) the visuals wernt in colour as a note,probably because it was quite dark,the usuall took on the colour of what the came from.

things wer getting slightly sinister,and he began to feel a slight hostility coming from things. swim is currently quite unhappy,and read in erowid that its a bad time to have hallucinations is when unhappy...at this he went upstairs and found a bed to sleep off the worry.

while down there, with the cuz,a few ppl had popped in to speak...one of them was a girl who was working as a moddel...he expressedhis concerns to her,to which her explination was mibee the ketamine etc used in the cheap shit u get in uk.

it was a pretty heavy amount 7...a lot more than the 2.5 of the first time,again,not really euphoric or tingly...verry disapointing that the best was a visit from 'spot' the dog.


as a question to kinda give this post meaning....

swim stays in a certain country where kilts are often worn where playing the bagpipes.





does anyone hav a rough idea as to goods and bads of pills....i.e. types (what they look like), to look out for,say in the central area of the country he'll call kiltland??

all hes after is that euphoria in lage quantities,with the mega body excitement!

does anyone care to explain what went wrong second time round....or have any other comments,observations they could make.

swim is pretty desperate to talk about it,as almost all of his friends stronnnnnnngly discourage this behaviour...so discussion is a no no...and the 2ce he did it near home,he was treated differently ans insulted.

he believes it is a thing he will unfortunately have to save for special places and occations,but wants to make sure he gets what hes looking for....and would really really apreciate some imput of any kind as he really needs to be vocal about it!

thanks for anyones time,and appologies for anyone whos time i wasted by this being a load of shite too.

zippy.





also on another note! (sorry) whats the deal with having revisits to what hapened,as last nitehe was terrified by the mild swirling and visiony stuffhe felt,aswell as the sounds that wer easy to hear in the silence of my bed...can this happen a month after the fun stopped? or was my lack of sleep just catching up on me?


cheers

[shneddi]

dont worry about naming places and yourself , no1 givfs a shit.. least i dont


pills are all different , no idea what to look out for. The trippy stuff you had was definatly MDA. and quite abit tbh.


overall , nice read enjoyed you post , would love to come to 1 of your partys tbh , sound jus like my m8s

[zippy]

hahaha....cheers for the reply mate....didnt actually noyice how long it was till i read your reply!


lol,kind figured ppl wouldnt be too bothered bout the whole location thing..but i was having great fun with the SWIM thing so i just took it that wee bit further!


ginda glad to hear it wasnt just me tho,was getting a rite ripping from the other guys!


it was a serious amount...even more so for a novice...but in my defence they wer takin aaaaages and i mean ages to kick,so did the old....


''they aint working!!''...*gobble gobble gobble*..''neither are these!''.......................................... .......... ....''oh shit!''





cheers for the reply tho bud.


oh and to put you out your missery..........central scotland!

[dj_c]

Dude, that's hell of a big dose for a 2nd time round. All pills are named different of different stamps / colourings etc. Goto www.**************** if you find out the name of the pill you can look-up its suspected contents.


I would advise next time you research your pills, even ask your friends you get them from what they are like.. Normally for me If there's a new pill kicking around my main man will inform me about it and tell me if its much good.. how the comeup/comdown and overall roll was, I'll then look-up the pill on **************** if possible and find out its suspected contents.


Oh and you don't need to do so damn much especially being new to it all. 1-3 would be enough for you to have a quality night as I'd guess you don't have much of a tollerance built yet. It took me about 7 months to start doing anything more than 3 in a night. As for the revisits, sure.. get that all the time... normally when I'm listening to a particular song that reminded me up coming up to it or the state i was in at the time i'd listened to it.


Just take it easier next time, and research your pills or maybe purchase a testing kit. As for the long post.. No worries! Good read! I'm bored waiting to goto work get it over with and then begin my weekend binge . Alcohol + Cocaine, Then many pills! MMMM getting excited thinking about it .

[zippy]

lol....yea...felt it for a good couple of days after it!


it was wayyyy too much! but a was certain they wer dud!


that'll teach me!


mmm...could go anothercouple oflines...u have me drooling mate!