Combinations - Cebil + MDMA

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On potentiating mdma with andatheracolumbrina.

This afternoon, at 2:15 insuflated about 3 seeds worth properly prepare
cebil. 1 to 4 lime mixture. Seeds one year old. Nothing resulted. All
side effects mild, and a barely threshhold experience resulted. First
encounter with the drug.



At 6:30 that night, iinjested 1.5 tabs of four year old supposed mdma.
7 o'clock first rushes felt. Head light, visual spectrum, sluggish,
cone shaped, like wide angle lense.



Severe body high, world like a movie. Body hot. Extreme light headedness. E running strong.



Waiting in bart, buffotenine behaving oddly. Who knows where this night will take me.



It is the 21st birthday of a close friend tonight. I am broke and not
expecting to drink, but I will be buying him a beverage. Mind antsy.
How will I behave one bart train. I will be hot. Should remove jacket.



Walked throuhg bart cars, found an unpopulated one and sat to continue
writing. E running strong now. It has been a long time since I last
used mdma, so some effects could be attributed to lack of being
accustomed, but the visual effects are completely new. Took image
of self in camera to see if carcinoid flush was present. None. No
serotonine dump. At a definite plus 1 perhaps 2, but ihave a distinct
feeling that more is coming.



Paused to bite off thumb nail for beter typing.



Phen explore out. Tryps explore in. So, hand slightly temmorous, not
too bad. The mind is an incredible place to explore. Familiar e
feelings of every thought being profound. Mind racing yet focused on
slow typing . We are in the future. Very hot right now. Cool san
francisco air will help. Need water. Will get some at the bar. Had big
glass before I left. E very powerful now, hands sweeting. Hunter would
approve, dictateing thoughts right up to the bitter end. E rush
subsiding, vague depression, I remember now why I dislike e.



Little girl in blue is dancing around the car, having a jolly old time.
Felt like an e peak, but I know its just the beginning. Hope I can
handle this. Flashes of the future are running through me on this
trough. I see myself walking from mission at 16th to the lower haight.



Feeling good again, up and down, euphoria finally coming. Not enough
experience to say what this mdma was cut with. I have been dying for an
experience for years, waiting. I love drugs, and I feel that I
understand them from pihkal and tihkal, but using then is so different
than reading about them.



Jaw clenching. Powell street station and the train fills. Little
asian girls sitting in front of me, absolutely no sexual feelings now.
Dissociate feeling. Perhaps k is in this? Is ketamine active orally? Do
they cut e with dextromethorphan. This would be my forth or fifth time
using e.



I have tripped never. Lots of snorting ritalin, lots and lots of
everyday pot. It is a gateway, but even without it, I bet I would have
used these.



At bars, e even, giddiness slow. Lights are starring like my acid trip,
questioning makeup of e. Teeth clenching heavy. Oral fixation. No waves
in a while. 9:45 now, maybe more to e, but if not, I peaked in bart.
We'll see..



Nothing more. Teeth clenching continues. I definitely peaked on bart. A
good night, but the age of the e made for a shorter and less intense
trip. No more light halos as of midnight.