Bad Bad Bad - BDO?

[crOOk]

Hey people!

This is gonna be a warning about possible (!) damages done by BDO...



Sunday before last, I finally got to do some of the long awaited DiPT.
Have been trying to get ahold of some for a while now. Anyway it was
way trippier than I expected, a lot like DPT actually!

So when I wanted to get some rest I still had lots of energy and
decided to go for some BDO. I have taken BDO on two occasions before.
The first time I had 4ml over the course of three or four hours, I felt
totally fine. The second time, I had 2.5ml in combination with 25mg
ephedrine and felt hardly any effects besides intense dizziness for the
first 15mins after it hit me.

Ok now, I took maybe a little less 2.5ml this time, feedig myself
directly with the syringe. Now it is possible that I took three instead
of two syringes which would then add up to a little less than 3.7ml.
But i highly doubt that!

Anyway after 15mins I started to feel very nice, tingly sensations,
warm body feeling, kinda dumbed out as well. This got more and mroe
intense and I slowly started to feel dizzy. And dizzier, and dizzier. I
was chatting with a friend at that time and she told me not to worry. I
have heard of those critcal BDO/GHB/GBL doses before so I didn't worry.
Anyway, at some point I started drooling onto my shirt and my hands started twitching like crazy. This was
about the time I realized the only thing to do now is sleep. I had to
pull out the bag out of my trash can cause I felt like puking.
Fortunately I felt asleep before that could happen. Had nice dreams and
woke up a thousand times after the first four hours of sleep had
passed.



Ok, so much about the BDO experience. Next day I felt refreshed, not
bad at all. In the evening I went working out, and this is how it went:



I did the first heavy set of the first exercise and while doing one of
the last reps I felt that horrible pain in the back of my head, it
quickly vanished in the next couple of minutes. I asked some friends if
that had ever happened to them and they claimed it was normal. Oh how
wrong they were. Anyway I kept working out and felt fine for the rest
of the night!



Tuesday, same shit, first exercise, first heavy set, it hit me again,
this time the pain was evenly spread throughout my head. Like a high
pressure that kept hammering from the inside. This time it decreased
rapidly, but lasted until wednesday night!!



Ok this kinda got me worried, but I still went back to the gym on
thursday, first exercise, first heavy rep, BAM! I had to drop the
weight, fought hard to keep myself from screaming, threw the towel over
my head, remained like that, whimpering for minutes...

I quickly realized: I had to go home, this was not good. I was very very worried right then.



The night to follow was horrible, my whining even woke someone in my
house up. I felt like my head was going to explode. Thought about going
to the hospital, but I didn't. My reasons are kinda complicated, but I
just didn't. I also knew the headache was going to vanish again, just
like it did the other two times.



Next day, I realized my right pupil was dilated, this kinda got me
worried even more. Anyway, it took me till monday to finally move my
ass to the doc. By then my headache was barely noticable. Everytime I
moved it came back, but by then it was totally bearable.



Ok, I got an appointment for a CT with suspicion of an aneurysm. Great.
Anyway the CT didn't show any aneurysms and I'm still clueless what has
caused this mess.



I still have the headache now, very little of it is left though.
Everytime I move it comes back. I have never had any headaches like
this one before, nothing that was even comparable. I can just assume it
was caused by the BDO, although I haven't told my doc about it. Fucking
great, it's time to figure out what's wrong now, sports (and similar
activities like sex or self pleasuring) are a nono for me now, which
really sucks lots of ass.



I say, fuck this industrial cleaner shit.



Btw if anyone has got a clue what might have happened here, please feel free to tell me.



crOOk


Edited by: crOOk