Mind Games

[brooklyn718]

Im sorry if im sounding rude, thats great you have an IQ of 149, I have one of 148. IQ is not the engine behind mindgames. The sources behind the mindgames is EQ, or emotional inteligence. My score in EQ is 126, exceptionally high, but most people are not born with it. EQ must be aquired in one way or the other. you can have high EQ and low IQ, maybey your friends have that pattern.

[hippie_lain]

EQ, could you explain better?

[brooklyn718]

EQ is the rating of your emotional intelligence, like IQ measures your basic intelligence. Many large companies now start to test for EQ as well so they know the ones they are hiring have people skills. Do a google search, its not something I can explain. but its something than can be understood.

[Katiii]

wait, so when u say "mind games" u basically mean tweekin eachother out when ur all fucked up? or are u more into some like hypnotizing sci-fi shit? what about a mind game you play on yerself, but dont mean to? ex: my boyfriend was tripping on dxm, everyone had stopped and was passing out, the sun was coming up. he was damn well almost done trippingi think. he looked at the people in the room. one of them his very best frinds of like 10 years. the rest, pretty close friends. he thought they all were pretend sleeping. he thought they all wanted to kill him. they all were hiding knives. he went into the kitchen and hid them all in his drawer. he woke up dan) andsaid, what the fuck is going on?" all bugg eyed and freaked. he stared out the window. cars passing. he went out there. that was when he was hit by a car and killed. then he was not dead. he was not hit by a car. what happened? he called hisMOTHER to pick him up at his apartment. he needed help. he still to this day thinks he died. its so fucked up. he told his friend (Dan) to stop doin the shit.dan got him into it, it had been like 3 years. dan refused to. they never speak anymore.that day was a "reunion" cuz he was visiting chicago. dan moved to california a couple years ago. that night was also our last trip. i left earlier. i dont want to talk about what i went through.

ok, that mind games stuff is, i think, something i'm quite familiar with, and experiencing at the moment. i dunno about mindgames though, i've been taking it more seriously, or closer to heart, or something. i dunno how it affects you exactly, but i know what you mean about it following you. my family, extended family, younger sisters, one in particular are totally on top of whatever it is. i can understand it, if i totally retract, but i can't participate.


its not good - i'm unable to coexist on this level, and thats something i'd like to over come. also, i think it can allow easy communication of incredibly profound stuff. or maybe i'm just losing it. but no, i don't think so. anyway, i would very much like to get past this shit here, but its ruining the subnormal outlook that got me by before. i can't walk down a street. EVERYONE knows this stuff.


so... i don't know exactly what the way through is. but at the moment i want to go through, not out. i've taken a break - i haven't seen my friends in... a while. i've stopped going to college. i'm quite the sad bastard really. i haven't even taken drugs for ages.


ecstasy.


i'd like some. hmmm.


rambling..........

that trip sounds fucking insane.

[white_lighter]

you want to know about mind games go look up MK ultra i believe thats what its called there was even two movies based on it if anyone one of you heard of it one was called conspiracy theory and the othere was the manjurian canidate ( sorry for spelling lol) they used acid for mind controle want to know more go read Edited by: white_lighter

[white_lighter]

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[hippie_lain]

Katiii i am sorry to say that when i say "mind games" i am not limiting it to peoplewho do drugs(esp. not only meth...people who do lots of meth usually have a better undrerstanding)Ive only done meth about 20 times.I learn more every day about the mind(I pmed you, i am taking psychology classes). It would be better for you to pm me about it...but many peopleIknow knowhow to play mind games(most people i knowcan, but i refuse to, I HATE what it leads too), Id say about 50/50...people who do drugs and not....its a underground subject...trust me. And yes people can play mind games on themsleves...please pm me...this is not a subject I like to pass on. soshalljeopartdie, please pm me for farther understanding. If you say You cannot...coexist ata high level...you need better understanding before you might get sucked in...I can give you some advice...as i said before its an underground subject....almost nothihng out there about it...but ask me and i should be able to give you a better understand of what is happing to you. Sucks that your family knows about it too. Mind games can be so advanced...Edited by: hippie_lain

[justin77]

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[hippie_lain]

Naw your not paranoided but your are probley seeing mind games in places there not. I know i did for a while. Try not to think about it. I just wish i knew more.

well... now.... surely perhaps mind games could be played not to bring suffering to others but to strengthen them. assuming they're taking them in a gamey kind of way, which isn't necessarily the case. my dad, i have recently discovered, is Very good. but then, probably everyone is. good to keep your full potential out of sight i imagine. hehehehe. urgh. ok, so i participated in a healthy way for one day in casual drug free mind games with my family, people i am lucky enough to know care about me. by the end of the day, i was far happier than i'd been for a good while. i took risks, and took falls, but didn't let it get to me. bearing in mind this was seriously low level, but it was good. hippie_lain, i would very much like to pm you. moods swing, thoughts dissolve, i am a goldfish.

[hippie_lain]

Yes I am learning that there are many people that dont use these mind games so destuctivly. Idont think my roomates do, this makes me happy. But the fact remains that i am so lost in these thing that seem to surround my life. I am a ruined puzzle and dont now how to fix myself. I long for knowledge but no one will teach me. Maby it is time to just leave where i live? I just want to learn so i can live without living in the dark...is it so much to ask. Maby i will ask myfriends and familystraight up whats going on...it shouldnt stay in the dark forever

I feel i understand what your talking about but i think there is a few different oppinions of mind games, as life it self is a game people are forced to protect them selfs, ill explain my opinion of these mind games as its somthing i am thriving to find ot more about, sorry if i take alot of space but this is the type of thing u rarly talk abot incase it messes up the game you are playing...


tere are alot of people who just dont care ad justwant to have fun or do there best to suceed and generally walk down there own path paying not much attentions to other, then you get the more inteligent ( in the real world sence of the world) players who understand why the oter people are acting the way they do, u see the opitunity to manipulate and this is were the paranoia begins


( another example is propaganda and the paranoid therories againsts the goverment,)


generally if u think somthing out enough u can start playing a few moves ahaid like in chess


how you act on this ie eith good or bad intentions depend on the person but the mind games are not bad them selfs


playing them with frinds is often agod educational lession as your friends are just learning them selfs and wont really act them through as much as your enimies in this bad world, because weather your paranoa about your friend is true or not it doesnt really matter because there is going to be some one out there who is like that and smart enough to cover it from you, so u have to ask if your benifiting from the friendshp if you are does it really matter? we are all friends just playing different games.


drugs and these games, well firstly i think alot of drug takes use drugs to expand or alter there mind, they let you in essence rewire your brain u exept the risk of going of the reails hoping that u will know when to pull back..back to the point drug takers are spilt into to forms


abusers and users the users use them to advance now different drugs can make your views and therories more real after all they are ALL plausible so on the drug path u meet other inteligent people playing games, u meet them with your eyes in or group maby of accross the room u see an opitunity to learn each toehr


to see if they are allies or enimies then share infor mation once you trust them or trust u know them


and the other form drugs come into these mind games is the further u get into the drug world u meet stronger and stronger players, maby not better by tactics but with less to loose so more of an oposition, they dont really care about u as they dont do it for anything other than money, they same people who make our countries who dont care about the conciqueses they care about a means to an end these people we have been prepairing for doesnt matter who we are i think mind games are just about sussing out the other person and basicly putting an order to a group i thik its just like animal instinks





any way i woffled on abit and went of the point i think i have more to say but i want to know what u guys think sorry i took up so much space





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[BrugmansiaBrujo]

Call me old fashioned, but true friends don't play games, or rip you
off, or short you on a deal, or any of that other bogus shit, whether
or not drugs are involved, period.



I have been involved in taking drugs recreationally for a long time,
since I was 14 years old, and I'm 48 now. I have learned over
time what it means to be a freind. I have only 3 that have been
with me since the beginning of my drug taking days, the rest can piss
off.



Maybe you need to re-evaluate your definition of what a friend
is. A friend is someone who is there for you no matter what, good
times and bad, times of drug plenty and times when no drugs can be
found. If your only connection to someone is they seem cool to
take drugs with, they are not true friends.

[mtv jercough]

oh we (a friend of mine and i)gave my buddy some male weed as we sat there smokin it 2 to c wat he would do cause it was his first time





he "was freakin out" is wat he said until we told him later it was freakin hilarious