Today I don't

[kaloochi]

I posted yesterday that i wanted to use. I didn't and today I don't.

[MrG]

Well done, you obviously know the routine for this so by all means do post as much information as you want/need to about the withdrawal process SWIY (Someone Who Isn't You) is experiencing.

However, please keep your posts in the same thread instead of starting a new thread each day. Also, remember the rules regarding self-incrimination.

[radiometer]

Good on ya!

You may want to consider checking out the blog feature here and start your own. That could be a great outlet for writing about and discussing your ongoing situtation. Best of luck!

[Orchid_Suspiria]

Swim for one salutes you.There is never a day swim doesn't want to use.Swim wishes there was.On the other hand swim has the theory that a certain portion of opiate addicts are people who were never able to produce their own natural opiates and need to be opiated just to feel normal and that it is a crime that we are denied something because of the lies most governments feed us about opiates and opiate users.

[blackdb1]

Swim agrees with swiorchidsuspiria 100%!!! He feels some people just don't naturally put out enough endorphins, like there receptors are almost fully locked shut until a potent agonist (the key) unlocks that receptor and floods out them endorphins causing these people to feel NORMAL...??? Swim is currently on suboxone and the partial agonist properties along with the full antagonist properties keep him steadily releasing endorphins resulting in him feeling 'normal' all day!

He however has seen swiorchid say he HATES suboxone... Swim thinks this might be because of the antagonist properties of the drug??? But for swim it has been a LIFE SAVER!!!! Have a great evening and be safe all
-bdb1-

[kaloochi]

Thanks for all your replies. I was wondering what all this SWIM business was. Thought this guy's got problems he's in every damn post. Anyway what you say about certain people not producing enough natural opiates certainly makes sense and, to be honest, SWIM doesn't think he's heard that before. 26 years at it SWIM thought he knew it all LOL. SWIMS calling this day 3 even because though he had the crumb on day 1, he started to w/d that day.
SWIM feels a bit restless, fidgety, just mild w/d's and it's not going to get any worse. SWIMS just got to hang on in there for a couple of days cos at the mo cravings are made worse by physical effects, however mild. Managed to get hold of 8/500 co-codamol [laughable really] but they might be helping a bit, even if it's just SWIMS head.
Your support means a lot.

[Orchid_Suspiria]

He however has seen swiorchid say he HATES suboxone... Swim thinks this might be because of the antagonist properties of the drug??? But for swim it has been a LIFE SAVER!!!! Have a great evening and be safe all
-bdb1-[/quote]

Swim hates suboxone because doctors push it as some "miracle pill"without looking at any negative consequences it may have.Swim hates it because they give swiy this lie that if swiy is on suboxone then swiy is no longer addicted.The truth is swiy is still addicted.Maybe even more than before because swiy no longer has to work for a fix.There are no more days that swiy does not get a fix.Swiy has that bottle right there everyday.So they take away opiates that are not really that bad for swiy and gives swiy one that makes swiy sick and might possibly damage swiy's body.

Swim thinks they do this on purpose as part of the pigs hatered of any addict in a sadistic government plan to hurt and maybe even kill addicts in the end.If they had any sense or any compassion they would prescribe addicts pharmaceutical heroin.A much safer and more natural alternative to suboxone.