SWIMs story, advice needed

[tooblue4you]

The first time SWIM tried cocaine was ten years ago, never used again for years then he would go months or even years without using again.

That was until 18 months ago since then it seems SWIM has just lost all control over his cocaine useage, SWIM estimates he has spent 25-30k in 18 months.

SWIM has recently been going two weeks without coke and happiness returns briefly before he gives in and uses.

The hardest thing for SWIM to deal with is the depression that for SWIM lasts days after he has used in a sense he is back to square one. Coke has ruined swims life he was in such a good position beforE coke and now is in debt has lost many friends lyed to just about everyone that cares for him.

So the last time SWIM used was friday night went right through until saturday lunch time. SWIM feels deeply ashamed of himself and cant see any way out other than movin far away from his "friend".