When I am on X, I dislike people touching me.. especielly it becomes a problem when I am stoned dancing in a disco among drunk people who bounce into each others... I can flirt etc.. but I don't like to hug and kiss.
There are two occations I had sex when on X.. the first time, I had drunk very much.. then I bought a little pill from some guy on the street. I go back to the disco dancing and drinking, then they close... When I am out, I am so disordered that I cannot find my home... I ask some girl for help.. she tells me she lives nearby and offers me to come to her cab.. *blackout*.. I become conscious when I orgasm into the girl.. I have no idea what happened between the cab ride and my orgasm. And who is that girl who came to my home?? I know that I did not want her follow me..
The other occation was when I tried by force to have sex.. this time I was on X, meth
.. after a very long time of blowjob, I finally errected.. but didn't make it to push it into her.. we had to start over.. the girl was super horny and did everything to make me have sex with her.. finally we had sex.. but I didn't enjoy it and I did cum very quick or maybe I got soft, can't remember.. sex was something mechanical and unimoprtant..
Hmm.. now I remeber a 3rd time.. but that time the X had worn off. It was about 10-12h after ingestion.. this was good sex.