swims thoughts on the three
MDEA- vast waste of time, he kept eating more and more expecting some magic to come out, but nothing. it would be a nice starter experience, not earth shattering. more visual than MDMA
, not as much as MDA
in swims opinion. swim
had almost no urge to talk on this substance.
MDMA- makes swim LOVE EVERYTHING. he becomes the zen master of compassion, which is not a usual thing for him. but it also enhances his natural feel for empathy and the enjoyment/excitement of being alive. everything glows, its a beautiful experience. swim becomes a complete chatter box, and has trouble controling his love for everyone and everything, many a time in the beginings he would act a fool, like one of those drunks who walks around the party going "man.... I LOVE YOU!.....but really... and your GIRLfriend...sssssheeeesss smokiiinn'!...IM JOKING!..i rhymed! :O...but really.. id stick fork in that!...ok ill stop, but its true!..." on and on, ECT being crude and apologetic at the same time. it really pisses people off... when they arent on it...
MDA- is swims favorite, it can give stronger hallucinations, not that that means much in comparison to other psychedelic
amphetamines. in other words the visuals are pleasant, glowy, mild, and mostly visible when ones eyes are closed. swim talks a little less with this one, and it seems to give more insight in his opinion.
swim likes the speediness of MDA as he enjoys the ability to control his emotions, he can do it with different crowds without them thinking he's some loved up weirdo, but he is still feeling the love, just able to hold it in.