Always depressed on salvia divinorum

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i smoked a 15x salvia extract 3 times,



the first time i didnt really know what to expect having done little research on it beforehand.



i just felt like a big lumbering towering bag of meat on sticks,
carelessly falling around. this thought though was completly epic and
overwhelming, this unpleasant thought about my self.



the second time my skin became erally sensitive it seemed, and
everything i saw seemed to warp into my underarms which where burning
really badly, i ended up watching tv because tv was the only thing that
seemed to be running in a normal speed, everything else was slow.



the third time i started to get up and seemed confuse, my sitter held
my arm and just lightly pulled me back down, this was like the entire
trip. just the act of being pulled, it felt terrible, i forgot about
everything else in life, it was like i wasnt even alive, i was just the
feeling of pain, trying to get away, it was like the only thing in the
world that existed was the emotion of pulling away and being trapped.



it was so epic though, it was like this emotion lasted years and when i
started to come down i felt like i had aged years in the last few
minutes. it took me a long time to get back to normal.



my dad (hes my sitter, yeah we do drugs together) has had a great time
with it, he saying its similar to dmt (which i havent tried)