Important Read...How unethical drug seller hurt me and my mind HORRIBLY. WARNING!

[Lobsang]

I thought about where to post this. I think here is appropriate as it has to do with the mind. Remember it is just a dream.



This is the story of a horrible mistake. This story is a dream and only a dream. This is the story of a dreamer. The dreamer was a doctor who delt in natural therapeutics. The doctor and his family lived in a small town in a far away land. The dreamer was considered by all to be quite rational. He was respected and well educated. He did have a hidden side however that only a small circle knew about. Since being a young teenager he had a desire for mind altering chemicals. He started off with cannibus but quickly moved to mescaline. His doors of perception were opened at 14 years old with a very high dose of organic mescaline. After that dose as a child he suffered for 2 years with HPPD. A condition where he saw trails and afterimages from objects and other visual distortions. He wondered if he would ever be normal again. Well the condition spontaneously remitted and he was fine by age 16. Well the dreamer did not let this small setback disuade him from further mind exploration. He became a daily marijuana smoker and fell in love with LSD. Time went by and college and graduate school flew by. He smoked pot evry day and despite that excelled in his field. He was quite adept at anatomy and was not unknown to be "expanded" while dissecting human bodies. Well time went by and LSD and pot were still used as he maintained a successful practice in a far away exotic land. Then came the crash.

He broke his own rules and took into his body something that he did not understand. He saw an ad on the internet for a substance called Trip2night. It was touted as an "herbal ectasy". He ordered it. Well the red pills came. He took some. He kind of liked the feeling. The made him feel happy and he got some trails and objects seemed to have a "solidity" that he had not perceived before. He started to take these pills every day. As time went by he took higher and higher doses. He did not realize it but the pills began to augment him as a person. He began over a period of time to change in his personality. He started neglecting work and got sloppy. He began to believe that he was a reincarnated Tibetan Lama. He began telling people this. He started wearing green sunglasses everywhere and believed that he could project energy from them. He began to speak in different toungues and accents. He even contacted the Tibetan Embassy and believed that a group of priests were flying from Tibet to welcome him as a new incarnate high Lama. This went on for a while. Then everything snapped.

He was so delusional that he walked right into his neighbors hous and got into a fight with a group of people using a form of martial arts that he believed he had been given as a high incarnate lama. In the days before this happened he became highly adept at balancing on things and balancing things on top of things. Friends were amazed and asked how he did this. Well anyway the dreamer ended up in jail for the fight. While in jail for 3 days he sat in the lotus position and chanted and resonated sounds that vibrated the walls of the jail. Finally he was put on a small plane and flown to the mental hospital. He was completely at a loss as to why he was there. The psychiatrist not really properly evaluating him diagnosed him with a mental disorder and really disregarded the drugs the dreamer had taken. The dreamer was given medications. The dreamer against much resistence talked his way out in 72 hours but was still convinced of his incarnate Tibetan status. The dreamer flew home. The dreamer then took more Trip2 night and became delusional again. He believed that there was going to be a "great flash" in the sky and most of the world would be destroyed. He believed that when the flash came all the houses would resonate so he bagan obsessively taking down all of the artwork in his home and puttins all breakables on the floor. To ready for the flash. He then believed that he needed to go into another country to a city 200 miles away to purchase a computer for some odd reason. He got in his SUV and started out. A few miles down the windey mountain road he had a full psychotic break from reality. He believed that the SUV was a spaceship -time machine of some type. That if he floored the accelerator he would be transported 200 miles in a second. So he did it. The SUV got up to high speed and went off the road at a curve. It shot up a 20 foot imbankment of snow and was propelled through the air but ended up back on the highway. When the SUV touched down it was destroyed. Steam was pouring out of it and the dreamer was sitting in the drivers seat disoriented. He got out and staggard around the highway. Soon some people who knew him found him and drove him home.


Well to make a long story short after this point the dreamer ran out of Trip2night but his mind was still augmented. It took months to get well. Gradually sanity returned. But great damage was done. The dreamer was investagated by the state medical board and all kinds of conditions were set. He had to go to drug rehab, have weekly drug tests and see the psychiatrist. The mind doctor was basically a nice man but knew not much about the mind and drugs. So he misdiagnosed the dreamer with bipolar disorder and a list of other disorders . All of this based primarily on his initial intake when the dreamer was psychotic and a few 10 minute visits when the dreamer still was augmented from the Trip2night or suffering from the residual effects of it. The dreamer was put on all kinds of medication from lithium to depakote to a gram of seroquel a day as well as some other high tech drug. Mind you the dreamer had no delusional issues before the Trip2night. Anyway damage was done to the dreamers practice, reputation and family. The dreamer lost all of it. The dreamer is alone now. He takes no medication and is his old self. But everything is gone. He moved from the far away land he lived in. Everything destroyed.


The dreamer never had any problems taking LSD, mushrooms, mescaline, pot in his life. But this Trip2night was a whole other ball of wax. So what was this stuff that caused all this. Well the dreamer struggled with this for years. All he knew that it was a combination of ephedra and something called "Indian bromine". Well finally a few days ago the dreamer found this forum. He asked about it. A very bright member by the name of Panthers007 kindly responded. He had the answer. The pills the dreamer took were DXM from India. This solved the puzzel for the dreamer. The dreamer went and studied DXM and found that it would in fact do all of the things that happend to the dreamer if taken at high doses for an extended period. Also the dreamer may have had a silent heart attack and kidney damage from this. The dreamer is very dissapointed with the company that sold him the pills as they said they were an all natural herbal formula. This is very very unethical behavior. They are not nice people to do such a bad thing. The dreamer does not really believe in prisons and punishments for peoples mistakes but the dreamer feels very angry toward the people. The company is not in business anymore so the dreamer can do nothing to recover anything. But what the dreamer can do is warn you about the terrible dream he had. If the dreamer had of had access to safe sacraments like LSD and mescaline he would not have used such a thing. Now ultimately the dreamer is to blame because he took the pills without fully understanding their nature. This dream was a horrible dream and is no joke. All is gone. Health care practice, wife, son, home, beachfront property and personal identity. Not good. Not good at all.

Reputation Comments on this post:

	please add spaces in your posts for ease of reading, rather then one block paragraph.
	please add line breaks. I can hardly read it as it hurts my eyes.
	Wow, thanks for sharing your story and keeping inline with rules. great read, sorry for all your losses.
	I hadn't caught this post before, sir. Your story is staggering, I cannot even begin to imagine. I can't say I can hel...
	Interesting post, with some important details on the dangers of long-term DXM use and deceptive labelling