Hi all, 1st time im using this forum. i have a big problem... last night i found out that a friend of mine, well not just a friend, hes some1 ive been inlove with in the past 3 years already... is now doing heroin almost every day...
He started doing it 4 years ago. He had a pack with his friends that they'll take heroin only once in 3 months. Most of his old crew now live abroad. one of them was here for a vacation and told me that he had a really bad experience on heroin while he was on a trip in india. and also he said that he's not goin' to touch this drug anymore. Innocent me, I thought that his friends have reached the same reason, untill last night that i visited my friend and found a used syringe in his toilete room and then while sitting on his bed, i asked what is he doing and he answered "smoking heroin"...
I wanted to cry... i had tears in my eyes but couldnt do anything. He told me that he realised that H is a part of his life, a part of himself... just like weed smoking and mushrooms. those 3 drugs are a part of him so he intends to grow his own poppey and shrooms.. this way he'll have an every day supply...
This dude is highly intelligent, and one of the most special and unique guyz ive ever met... He has a huge potential to be a professor... hes like a crazy scientist or something...
but im telling u all that because im despertly crying for help... I just dunno what to do... I care about him wayyy too much and I want to make him happy... to make him realise that there are so many cool things out there and that being a heroin junky is not usefull and can only damage him.
bah
I thought about giving him more attention, giving him more love and affection... to get him out of his house, to do nice stuff with him... i think he got pretty hard into this habbit out of boredom... and maybe feeling lonely and such...
if u have good advices please share...
thanks alot!